i dont know how you can move on just like that.
like i was nothing, just another phase of your life.
albeit your promises. the visions we had together.
everyone thought we were meant to be.
but everyone was dumb as me.
they didnt see it coming. neither do i.
this is my last post, before i start anew.
thank you so much for taking away my utmost faith and belief in men, marriages and
true love.
i dont know how and what else i can do to show you that you're THE WHOLE WORLD to me.
not a passerby, not someone who stops and goes away.
someone i thought who would stay forever.
go chase your life's goals. you wanted them so much dont you.
no matter the shit they gave you.
im glad that you're happy with them.
me? im just tired.
it has been sometime. this blogsite has seen me through it all.
i will come back but not to here.
if you guys still want to stay in contact with me, im available at msn/email @
elven_roach@hotmail.com
thank you all.
eyes watching me:
dark history
april 2005(xXx2)
march 2005(Scarred)
feb 2005 (Get riiight)
jan 2005 (Mockingbird)
dec 2004(Exit light)
nov 2004 (Drop it like its hot)
oct 2004 (Those lil devils)
sept 2004(Of dodgeball)
august 2004 (Racist french bastard)
july 2004 (Playing with the djinn's flame)
june 2004 (Sea dragons & skinheads)
may 2004 (3am tears)
april 2004 (When feelings go ugly)
march 2004 (Feline react)
feb 2004 (Sacrifice)
jan 2004 (oh,the horror)
dec 2003 (Snowcap mackel)
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