Thursday, October 28
mortal by day,immortal by moonlight.
[random thoughts]
i've started back working & God,how i miss that place.i even turned up 2 hrs early for work.
all the girls are flockin to tat new shop,forever21 like its gonna close down the next day. Mng & topshop & zara are not-surprisingly empty for the moment,which is quite a bliss. so get your accessories' shoppin done for hari raya,ladies!
there are some questions in my head right now.
1. Why do all ang mohs have to talk SO freakin loud?
2. W'sup with mats in pink von dutch shirts & carryin their minah's slingbags?
3. Why do people still tatoo themselves even tho they know its wrong & the earth wont accept their bodies when they die?
4. Why are neocards so addictive?
5. Why do chefs on tv make cooking looks so freakin easy?
6. Why is it so easy to do something wrong than right?
7. Why do students "chop" seats in the library like they own the place?
8. Why does my lil sis like to piss my parents off so much & affect the whole family?
.............
last words: i love you eliz!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/28/2004 01:16:00 PM
Monday, October 25
feelin' Joan of Arc.
firstly,thanks to all who've shown their love + concern regarding my mother. alhamdulillah,she's still recovering. okay check tis out,been the Iron lady she is,she demanded the chief doctor to let her go home even though she is to be hospitalized for another week! my my. and he finally stepped down and let her go. hahahahaha. power ah,umi! power to the people~ dumb starhub line.
so im temporarily playing nurse at home. but its more relaxed now, i can go out and buka outside n stuff,since there's always a nice little sister who can play my role. wahahaahha. bet she hates me for that. *i love you deq,1 million muaks*
but you know what will cheer me up now? kidnapping a gf(eliz,if u're readin tis.. heh heh!) and catching up on whatever ive missed for the past week. and getting that lacy MNG top!!! plus that dorothy perkins bag!!!!!! BADABADA! okay im going crazy. ole!
before i go to do the laundry,kudos to Joan of Arc who was accused of witchery and was burnt to death at the age of 19. poor girl. she led France to victory for goodness sake. haiz. so she's gonna be my role model for this month. hmmm.why did i quit JC? we were taking nice history,Napolean n stuff,not boring S'pore. oh yeah,i was the history rep. puke. puke puke puke.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/25/2004 01:13:00 PM
Friday, October 22
i can fly
but i want his wings
i can shine even in the darkness
but i crave the light that he brings
revel in the songs that he sings
my angel gabriel..
Lamb -Gabriel
no more mourning.no more crying.no more state of depression.i shall try.
im missing a whole of people.
my mother,my girlfrens,sameer,fellow frens,the faces in town.
i have to get out from here and breathe again.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/22/2004 01:09:00 PM
Tuesday, October 19
BELIEVE every cloud has a silver lining.
suddenly this year Ramadhan becomes more than i've bargained for.
my mum got hospitalized 3 days ago. doctor says both of her kidneys has some problems. in order to scan her,she was not allowed to eat for 24hrs.thats like,more enduring than puasa rite?
my poor mother.
ive taken over her place at home since then. prepare sahur for my dad & siblings,do the laundry & other miscellaneous housework. preparing for breaking fast is the biggest challenge so far.but im not complaining.
in fact,i feel tat my mom's relieved she has her eldest daughter to be relied on. and that itself makes me feel like im doing something to help her,you know? at least thats the best i could do to help her. so wad if my sambal tumis sotong doesnt taste like hers? at least my nasi lemak tastes like hers.
oh Dear God,i really miss her. accept Qada' & Qadar. be strong,woman. you're like 19. your mother got married at 18,imagine that.
Dear God,please please dont let anything else happen to her. i love her so much,i miss her hugs and kisses and naggings and everything her. i miss my umi,please please make her recover a.s.a.p.
dang,im crying. i better stop now.
p.s. to you,thanks for being part of my strength. thank you for understanding,thank you for being there though we cant see each other for more than a week now,thank you for your calls and voicemails.Happy 2 years anniversary,my love.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/19/2004 01:38:00 PM
Saturday, October 16
Ramadhan Al-Mubarak
my kind of Ramadhan
puasa kalau boleh nak full oi. perut keroncong.sakit perut. eating with eyes closed at 4:30am. tantalizing food aromas. bubur masjid. air cincau. air chendol. air khatirah. bazaar pat causeway point. bazaar pat geylang. ramli burger. pukul beraper waktu buka ah. azan magrib. kekenyangan yang amat sangat. kurma. solat terawikh. macam2 karenah jemaah2 lain. terawikh 8 rakaat ke 20 rakaat. masjid penuh sey. scouting for tempat makan yang dekat ngan masjid. swearing banned. shopping kasut raya. shopping beg raya. shopping "kena ikut mak". shopping kuih-muih kat JB. habiskan kuih tart sebelum raya. krak kruk makan kerepek2. hari raya greetings pakai sms/e-card. house-cleaning. gantung langsir baru. salin cadar baru. kemas bilik yang macam pig-sty dengan selemahnya.
tapikan yang paling menakjubkan & menarik sekali,the unity in masyarakat Islam dalam bulan yang istimewa ini.
Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan,everybody =) *muaakzZZz*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/16/2004 01:14:00 PM
Wednesday, October 13
Games Labour.
ARghhhhhh.. STRESS STRESS STRESS!
Capturing MOCAP(3D Motion Capture) was fun. Cleaning up of MOCAP is the total opposite. me & some others have been cooped up in this cold NOISY(Blk M under construction,ARGH!)comp lab from like wad, 10am plus???? Its almost 8pm now,oh my goodness. what sickening shit is this? We should be paid to do this crap! ARGHHHHHH.
now & then i can hear profanities of all kinds (hokkien,japanese,french,old english,etc) from the others, mainly targetted at unexpected "hangin-up" of comps,stupid screwed up markers & VICTOR CHUA.
Graduates and 3rd year students of Games Design should know all these by heart. How the hell do one be able to finish all these cleaning up shit?? Utmost respect to all games graduates,man.
*talks to myself* "If they can do it,i can too! go munirah,you can do this! You can do this!! Believe in yourself! Believe in yourself! zzzzzzz... "
i need pure black coffee.
and an assasinator to get rid of Victor Chua.
anybody??
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/13/2004 07:36:00 PM
Monday, October 11
Whipped this new layout today.
errrr,the colour scheme is still in tat "purple,pink,black" combo so not much diff from the past one. nini's still in tat kaleidoscopic mood la.
all the same,this year's october is a rare special delight. gettin older,growin older with someone special,and of cuz,Ramadhan.
i'd promised a bubblegummish pic,didnt i?
scanner down,used a digi cam instd,thus the ugly extra green border. doesnt the 21-yr-old bf looks super boyish there? aieeee.
*yawns* better sleep now. havta wake up early to sahur. =p bayar puasa. chey. selagi ader time. so those who still owes puasa too,get your asses up early & get it done before fri yep? damn i still have french class at 8.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/11/2004 01:59:00 AM
Saturday, October 9
feels like teen spirit.
i dont feel a year older today. in fact,i feel 10 years younger.
Reasons
1.Toys R Us
2.Sharing a banana split at Swensons.
3.Playing "Spot the Differences" in a game mag at Esplanade
4.Taking neocard wif bubblegummish background(will upload pic soon!)
5.Spending the day with a boyish-looking spiky policeman,
i feel wrongly young. and chirpy happy. thank you Sameer AB Kadir =)
plus i would like to say a big thank you to lovely people like my sis for dedication @ her site plus loggin in msn usin MY account to announce my b'day(GRRR,i still wanna so kill you for tat!),my bro & god-bro faz for the glittery bag & my employers at Kumon for the Body Shop's lipgloss + lipstick gift(aint they the coolest boss or wad??). my dad for his irritatin but cute b'day sms & the money,plus all my frens who greeted me via sms/live/tag/mail/msn, thanx a lot you people. i feel real touched. such a day where i feel like smiling to everyone,even to stupid minahs who have problems seein a tudung gerl wif a hiphop,sunglasses guy. like who cares? *dismisses losers with her hand* not a birthday lady like moi. just for today,suckers, thy shall smile.
General info: Bus 187 takes one hour from Boon Lay to Woodlands. so people, go MRT no matter the crowd! i almost shitted ice alone in tat bus. peh.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/09/2004 09:09:00 PM
Wednesday, October 6
those lil devils.
Nicholas Lam is a terror to all the teachers in Kumon. period.
he just wont do his work!he has a tendency to be distracted by all kinds of stationeries within 0.5 of his radius. Eg. rulers,stapler,chops,pens,ERASERS(he LOVES to poke erasers okay.),etc etc. only Pauline,well-known for her softness and motherly-like teaching ways has the patience for him,i think.
so of the tuesdays,she was absent. and of all the days, Nicholas Lam came to my table and "chose" me. The Boss' wife,Ms Aida(extremely nice employer)just laughed knowingly when i greeted the lil kid "Why,hello *emphazises on this loudly* NICHOLAS LAM". heh. i think he scared the hell out of Bubu yesterday when she sat bside me to mark. i mean,the kid's really cute and all that but his naughtiness,haiyooooo. i had to act Mother Theresa or Ghandi to teach him. lol.
other than that, Donovan(this 3-yr-old kid bubu has taken a fancy to,heehee)was seriously too cute for me to teach. he is SO small and he has this beady puppy-like eyes plus he's SUPER inteligent,okay. 3yrs old and already doing "64 + 1 =" no kidding. plus i think i've officially become his "shishi"(peeing) bodyguard or sth. everytime he needs to pee,he will tell me to stand outside the loo,door WIDE open and if i move an inch away,he'll yell "Teacher,dont go away!" my God.
but heck,i so love my job. super interesting and fun than watching tat The Bacholerette. tiring,yes,but tell me,which work is not tiring eh? g'day all!
p.s missing youuuuuuuuuu.
p.p.s to those who are too free, press that "Hottest Blogs" link if u like. some nice sites to read there. pls note tat by clickin on the link will also mean tat ure votin for me. heh. as if this site is worth votin for btw but who in the world cares? not moi. heh.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/06/2004 11:20:00 AM
Sunday, October 3
miscorruptions.
hot and bothered. cooped at home on a sunday feeling like [quote]"a torchlight in the dark without any batteries".
hate to break this,but sometimes i feel like i cant depend on/trust anybody. they expect so much from me. and what do i get? do i get first priorities on their lists or something? NO. i so hate being used/sucked up to /feelings-toyed juz because im your freakin daughter/friend/sister/girlfriend/third party/whatever.
thats the problem staying at home with nothing much to do except housework and the boring TV plus this comp. i tend to think negatively. feeling like nobody loves me no matter how many times they say they do. what is love? i have this feeling that even like,10 years down the road,even when im married to my skool sweetheart and bada bada,i will still not know the real meaning of love.
its that sad. perhaps i have not found inner bliss yet. cuz i dont REALLY feel happy even if im happy. geddit? maybe not in this country. i should migrate. become an alchemist or something. or like a travelling monk. meet new people. restart a fresh new life in some primitive forest. or the desert. get stranded in some man-eating island and start appreciating life when they cook me in raw stew.
haiz,i dont know. one year old coming and already i feel like shit.
even the ikan kering(dried fish) has better use than me.
forgive my ramblings. these will go away. temporary shit. PMS? perhaps.
urgh.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/03/2004 09:39:00 PM
Saturday, October 2
go white chicks.
i've nothing personal against black or white people.
but White Chicks the movie rock the nigga off me. seriously damn wacky hilarious,i tell ya. i sat in that theatre,hearing all kinds/tones/volumes/pitch of laughter surrounding me. that movie is one stomach-cracker so go watch it,bloggers!
finally met that someone ive been waiting for the whole week. and that sweet someone generously treated the broke nini. plus sending her all the way home *cant thank you enough* and since the broke nini has just received her paycheck today(thank you Kumon!),she's thinking of treating that person back tomorrow(will the cheque get inside the bank tat quick??) or the coming friday. or on the 9th itself(when she can legally go backpacking to NZ & go skinny-dipping.AS IF.) hm. mmm. mmm.
okay okay,pictures,lets go.
there you go,a dark one. i didnt want to turn on the Flash mode thats y,paisey la. hee. imagine other people who just got back fromm night shift work or sth and suddenly experiencing flashes of blinding light. sheezh.
p.s. bulan puasa nak dekat,siaper belom bayar balik,bayar balik cepat2 ok? =p
p.p.s Here i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you..YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE *muaks*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 10/02/2004 08:24:00 PM
