Saturday, February 28
Sacrifice.
i was haywiredly pissed off at someone this afternoon.ok,i am not supposed to blog about this.but i dont know,my saturday was being sacrificed.i went through some hours of grilling heat.and i still dont feel appreciated.in fact,i felt like an unwanted demented barbie doll. *shrugs* should i stop sacrificing days on people because they're not worth it?oh no,thats bullshit. i did it out of love.yes,thats it.
stupid,stupid thing called love!
and i dont know why people who hate your guts so much keep on coming to your site to steal the limelight.GET THE HELL OUT.go get a site of your own!go diss about whoever you hate there,no one will call you a loser or hypocrite.
im seriously tired of dealing with sociey rejects who just know how to crow about other people's own affairs.
and that means you,mdnoh.
so just.... disappear to Bermuda Island and accompany the chained Dajal or something.
sighs.i hope this is the last time i have to post a "GET LOST" notice to mdnoh.
sighs.
oh,why should i even care?
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/28/2004 08:35:00 PM
Friday, February 27
3D frenzyyyy
my 3D animation assignment is certainly killing me..URGHHHH..
been staying up late wif elizabeth this week to do our ricesack assignment due today, before 5pm. i still have to the museum later with jas since i didnt go on wednesday (another result of this assignment).and i came to skool early today at 8am(!!)when i have a class at 3pm so yeah,im sacrificing big time.heheh.but well,in a way or another,its somehow a blessing in disguise cuz i get to go skool with him & we actually talked about ur 'children' without any embarrassment or blabla.haaha.like whose gonna teach them malay n etc,etc.hahahaha.okaay,im blushing now thinking about it.just wanna say," DEAR!you're so cute lah!!lets sing Skip to the Lou together next time ok?"
hahahaha.. he simply hates it,i noe.dat nursery rhyme popped out in my head this morning on the way to skool with him.i had a nursery rhyme cassette when i was young,i recalled.and i'd danced and sing with it on top of my voice.so yep everybody, "skip to my lou,my daaarling"!
im going mad.
and to all folks who will be getting their O Levels results today,all the best!!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/27/2004 09:34:00 AM
Tuesday, February 24
J'aime le football et footballuer sam!(lol?)
alrites.the pictures for last Sat's soccer match are up.check em out.Though i felt like an utter bimbo coming to support my boyfren,i did enjoyed myself watching the matches with my two other companions,WITCH & Shafina who came to support their darlings too. So we were kinda out of place,but in a way,we make ourselves part of the boys-crowd,ignoring stupid stares and supported our dearest boyfriends.like,who cares?hahahaa.and our boyfriends played very well too.so yeah *grins*
and this morning,me and my mum eliminated every speck of dust in my room without any mercy.Dearest mum had come to a conclusion that my ongoing flu + cough + that daft rash under my nose, are due to the state of my room.ah bless her!phew,i never seen so much dust before!and i threw away all my magazines,those really historical ones like 1997 LIME mags(sheesh) and lots and lots of posters which i never put up.hahaha.found back my Spice Girls' stuff too,dozens of em.even their yearbook!haha.was a mega big fan of them long time ago.bought their cassettes,cds,stickers,cards,badges,etc etc!wonder why i could so easily waste money on redundant stuff like that last time.
oh well,sighs~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/24/2004 02:05:00 PM
Saturday, February 21
if you dont like wad i do,den SCREW OFF
sorry people,been really really busy this week.what with getting a bad flu,fever and this rash under my nose thats making me feel sooo self-conscious,the week cant get anymore worse.
and to md noh,do me a favour and do this.if you dont like what i do,if you think its embarassing you or wateva,can you just STOP coming to my site and screw off?listen,i really appreciate your views n blabla,BUT i dont know who the hell you are and what the hell you're doing critizising people online without even thinking how the person will feel.HEY YOU! even i know,kalau nak tegur orang pun sopan-santun sikit la.look yourself in the mirror before you go around pin-pointing at people's mistakes.
and like hello,YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME!!!!!!! you just have this thinking that yeah,i wear tudung and all but YOU DONT KNOW THE REAL ME so please la,just do me a favour and disappear from here.go write to MUIS or wateva to raise your concern in today's society but STOP attacking individuals who are doing no harm to YOU!and dont even think of retaliating back to this becuase im just gonna ban you from my tagboard.simple as that.
okay.sighs.im exhausted.some people are just soooo inconsiderate.i was so happy few mins ago,wanted to blog about the soccer match and all.and some pork-faced loser decided there and then to dampen my mood.aarghhhh..
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/21/2004 10:23:00 PM
Monday, February 16
Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
Special thanks to my preciouss for the lovely day.It was different and far more special than our usual dates.in fact,it was simply wonderful.who ever says we need the Esplanade or Merlion or some beach to celebrate love? *winks at ya* Next time,lets go for Laser Quest or something yes,dear?something raw and new makes it even more exciting and memorable.and that was exactly how our special Saturday was spent. love you!
(p.s:to fellow bloggerians,so can you guess where did we go?ill give you a 100 pounds if you do!hahaz.and im not giving away clues either!think local. Singapore is such a small country afterall. ^-^)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/16/2004 12:24:00 PM
Friday, February 13
bullshit.
i feel like shit now.
expect the unexpected huh?
my flower balloon rolled onto the ground,and i chased after it,then before i could do anything else,it burst,one by one layer.i felt so...CRUSHED!!
i seriously feel like crying.its stupid yeah,i know but its very sentimental,you know?was my 1st balloon thingy too.and it was red n so beautiful n all.
i feel so stupid,so idiotic,so plain dumb.
shit.
i need some comfort now.
someone out there please hug me please?
oh to hell.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/13/2004 02:55:00 PM
flowers!!love candies!!and everything mushy.im stuffed.
ok phew.i have to breathe real real DEEP cuz this open house thingy is making my normal skool environment too stuffy & way too erm sardine packed. you cant walk properly.you gotta walk senget(*sideways) to make your way through.urgh,mecredi.
and oh,i bought his gift finally.pheeeew.thanks to some unforseen cicrumstances that really really test my patience.went down town again yesterday so that makes it two trips in a skool week.and im darn tired.but today,i forced myself to wake early,to do an errand for my dearest fren & buy some lil stuff for galfrenz,Vday advanced special.heehee.am in a good mood cuz sexy WITCh bought me a black rose yesterday!!!!!mind you,its a BLACK rose!!!and its origami so it doesnt rot lor.heeheeheehehe..see,im giggling like a pathetic skoolgirl.but i love surprises and gifts like that =) and my ah beng fren who started the nickname "Poncho" for me just passed me a balloon flower for Valentine's Day.so schweeeeeet!!!! *blushes*
the more i get these,the more im looking forward to tomorrow!!yippee yippee.will be wearing that top and that bag.all new.heehee.im being very bimbotic but i dont care.cuz im madly,deeply in love with him and nobody can take that away from me. =) and now i feel so intoxicated with that thing called love,im planning to buy a fresh rose for my dearest mum.hmmmmm....... hope it doesnt cost over $5 though. =)
budget sey.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/13/2004 01:41:00 PM
Wednesday, February 11
Mango addict,overspent and KFC chicken.HELP!
finally.
got myself a new pink top from MNG yesterday and yes yes,i do feel very very guilty cuz im s'posed to spend those bling bling on something else!!!!!arrghhhhh...... and i'd saved for that too.urgh,i feel so disgusted for myself,even more disgusted after willing myself to get so possessed wif dat pink top and its PINK,for goodness sake!i used to hate pink and my wardrobe has always been filled with black,black and more black. then BOOM!pink comes in.first,it started off with that white top.then the purple stripes one.now the PINK one.omg! *covers face in embarassment*
i think the vampires cult will gladly get rid of me.ahahaha.but who cares?as long as i look good for him.i dont know,i've been dressing up more for him.you know wad i mean?you get up in the morning,open your wardrobe and think "Why should i wear to impress him?" its that lovebug thingy.for your crush.for that guy who takes the same bus as you.for that cute ang moh lecturer.for your preciousss one.yes,HIM.haha.its unevitable lah. hmmmmmm,you know about the bird flu thingy?well yeah,me and eliz were like erm,standin outside KFC debating whether to eat there or not cuz of that bird flu problem.hahaha.over-superstitious people,aint we.but wad the heck,we juz went in,i had coupons anyway!"CHEAPSKATE" ,yea dat was wad my lovable dad called me when he saw me tearing them out.hahaha.
well,i gave the wrong coupon anyway!i didn know the bandito meal would b from 18th Feb onwards!so paiseh!uurghhhh.lucky the woman was very kind and gave me new coupons for the items on offer now.hahaha *paiseh paiseh* these kind of stupid things always happen to me!! bloody mecredi!*(*french for shit)
oh well.NYP open house tomorrow.and i feel like tearing out those teachers' faces for leading me to a false assumption.they called to say ill be involved for the open house.then when i came to redeem my t-shirt,they told me my name is not in the list and i wasnt given a second call to confirm i was actually in.WTH???ah nvm.i think ill go home now and buy that campbell soup plus that pizza bread.(thanks to my precious who intro me to the bread)
time to pamper me own self with food cuz many have been going up to me and commenting that im thin. urgh.
Carpe diem all.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/11/2004 01:44:00 PM
Tuesday, February 10
stinky start..
yay,its a tuesday!!!
*dances & sings ard my miniscule room*
hehe,tuesdays r always great cuz skool offically starts at 6:40pm for me!!awesome or wad?so here i am,alone in my hse,(mum went out to massage someone @ sengkang) plus im still stinky n blurry-eyed from sleep.heehee.being long since i woke up this late actually.
hmmmmm so im gonna savour this morning by listening to Maksim at
ladidaa's site.oh what joy!a very beautiful morning to all bloggerians!=)
hey,wait a minute.................
oh damn,im late for shopping!eliz gonna kill me!
*rushes off to the loo like a kanchong spider*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/10/2004 10:39:00 AM
Sunday, February 8
a withered rose waiting to be watered..
okay,this is spontaneously cool.
juz a couple of hours ago,lets see,round 12am+? i tot i had no life,surfin aimlessly thru unknown ppl's profiles in everyonesconnected.com, while waiting for a someone to sms me. im still waiting till now and am considering myself a big loser.sheesh.then surprise surprise,checked me mailbox after contemplating for quite a while whether to open it and hey!my long-lost fren Hirawati has msg-ed me thru friendster!
woo,suddenly my life is bursting back wif sparkling energy and pure zest.i mean,i haven seen nor heard from this babe from a loooooong time!lets see,last i saw her was during pri 3??hahaha yishun primary times!God,dat was years ago!felt like an eon,man.and i sure damned miss her!!!! *hugs hugs* good to have yer back!
so yeah,while waiting (wow,so many things u can do while waiting :p) i managed to settle the new layout so here u go.. i simply love the pic.inspired by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes' novel "Midnight Predator" (duh,obvious,isnt it) so bookworms like me,go read it!
uhhhh... okay,ive lost hope of waiting.
*yawns*
oh well.sleep,here i come!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/08/2004 02:41:00 AM
Thursday, February 5
~~Night Angel~~
NEW!! Which Angel are you?(pics for anyone/14 outcomes!!)
brought to you by Quizilla
ok ermmmmmm whatever nocturnal crap.i did this just for the pictures,hey i think the quizmaker worked really hard on them.probably why she flopped at the phrases part.haha.oh well.ermm,happy Thursday all~ cant wait for the weekends,im dead beat!and a bit fuzzy this morning too. *wonders why*
hey u all watched and heard the news bout Justin T baring Janet Jackson's 10 million boobies?wahahaha..no,i think it was only her right one..or the left one?aww dang,doesnt matter,they're fake anyway.and she did apologized on the WORLD news so yeah,news dah
basi ler.
*sings*
Under the sea..under the sea...
Darling it's better
Down where it's wetter
Take it from meeeeeeeee....
oh dang,i miss Shakinah Khan :(
and to my precioussss,i blushed my head off after reading the "I LIKE" section in ur webby.thank you!! *blushes again*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/05/2004 08:36:00 AM
Tuesday, February 3
juz pass me tat gun n let me shoot myself.
im physically n emotionally BORED.
juz finished watching Idola on Suria.
and there's nothing interesting goin on now.everybody looks DEAD.oh no,they're not.they're just giving me a headache.problems here n there.lectures lectures.BLA BLA BLA.reminders reminders.of assignment deadlines n how i should appreciate this n tat n this.can u all jus SHUT UP for a moment n hear me out for once??????
oh no,they dont.all they noe is to babble,babble,babble.ALL OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!loved ones.close ones.friends.ALL OF YOU!!!!ARGHHH.
i think im going nuts.
maybe i need to see a counsellor or something.
or just a relaxing holiday with NO ONE around me to bother me bout this n that n affecting my feelings bout this n that.
or maybe cuz im just afraid of CHANGES?
i dont know!!!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 2/03/2004 12:02:00 AM
