Friday, January 30
** c0okies,potrait and a babe called eliz**
haha.nice?
went down to skool today to help one of my best gorgeous galfrenz,elizabeth, with some photo assignment & she did this potrait of me in the SBM canteen =p she even included my name on it,sheesh.all the same,i was so touched and honoured.no doubt why she's specializing in Animation eh?she has this cute sexy drawing style that signatured hers.and she's a darling too!without her,i wouldnt have known the shopping paradises like Topshop & Zara.i mean,ive heard of them but i wouldnt dare to enter the glorified premises,you know?ahakz.
here she is...she hates her own photos!so this is the best and the one and only pic i have of her in our almost 2yrs frenship.haha.and she got me cookies too today!!schweeeeet =)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/30/2004 11:32:00 PM
Thursday, January 29
Brrr.. get me out of here!
its been a wet,wet week.
and i dont know,i've lost count of the times i almost slipped n fell on those slippery pavements.bleah.dont blame me for buying non-friction sandals/slippers.im aiming for that cute perky pair of Marie Claire sandals i saw last,last week with my mum.and with BIG days coming up this month (eg. Vday,eliz's 20th bday,etc etc.), hell no,i dont think i save that much to get them,haha.
and yep,was rushin blonkers mad yesterday for a poster due this morning.so sorry to all who was expecting me(eg. Ling hui for help wif her presentation,Stage Arts' TMT rehearsals- sowwie kinah & honey!!).i almost died from the last minute rush: runnin from skool back home to do dat dumb poster,then out again to Dhoby Ghaut to have it printed.and thank you to my preciouss who waited for me after your work to accompany me home.so schweet of ya *muah*
and well,the poster? it turned out to be not my style at all,i've never majorly used red as my colour for design.and it was my 1st time successfully pen-tooling my character out using illustrator too.it wasnt the best of all the other posters but the others kinda liked it during my presentation.they even jokingly told me to go to Temasek Poly instead and take up fashion design or something. bleah!ill upload it here soon so u people can comment & critique too :)
so yeah,im off to chill my butt off in this lab to wait for rehearsals to start at 2pm.good thursday to all~~ hang in there,weekends coming!! and hari raya haji too!! *kerching kerching $$*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/29/2004 01:23:00 PM
Monday, January 26
Aww.
watched Last Samurai with dearest family on Saturday.950am movie,mind you.and woah,it was awesome.tot it was draggy & typical from the trailers at first.but it went beyond my expectations.so catch it while you can aight?Katsumoto rocks. ^-^
anyway its by past 1am and i've juz finished reading this great book called Blood and Chocolate by Annette Curtis Klause.bout the dangers in love and trust between werewolves and homo sapiens.yeah,im a sucker for anykind of romance.the more conflicts and weirder it gets,the more exciting,i guess.hmm and sisters day out today went great.shopping is a passion me and yana appreciate.if only i have
more bling bling though.haha.kinda saving for some special days in Feb.hm mm well.
and another thing before i shut this comp goodnight.....
skool starts today???? URGH. *looks forward to more holidays*
KEYWORD: Makan time!
~~~The men in mah family~~~
~~~ and the ladies~~~~
~~~~~ pics courtesy of yana's silversnap~~~~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/26/2004 12:53:00 AM
Friday, January 23
ESCAPE's most embarassing & terrifying near-death experience for 18+ year old girl.
sheesh.
i almost
died at ESCAPE theme park yesterday.no no,it werent cuz of he rides,i enjoyed myself screaming & the
360degrees Cadbury Inverter was my ultimate fav.ask my bud Ydah & her bros whom i
terserempak wif at the park.they had tremendous fun too,just like everybody else.
so yeah.my
near-death experience.you see,it was
scorching hot and the place was packed with ESCAPE-ians.me & my preciouss (*muahh*),we were lining up for the go-kart thingy.one helluva a long queue,man.then half-way i felt really
dizzy.like the whole place around me was spinning & spinning around.i knew i has to get out of that queue.so i told sameer,i had to go to the loo.urgent stuff.and that he just go ahead with go-kart alone.and him,being the concerned and courteous
hero of the day,pushed his way out of the maddening queue for me.i was like,really really dizzy.
my eyesight was getting more fuzzy and blurry and there were these static lines or whatever.wah,macam matrix jer.haha.
okie,back to it.while we were going up the bridge,i was totally out of control.that screeching sound was killing my whole head.my legs felt so weak.and God,my whole body felt so hot.i felt like sitting down and that was what i told him,i want to sit down!there were two
mats behind us thinking i was nuts,i guess.sameer still pulled me up the bridge,his intention was to get me to this "cooling gas" area.by then,
my eyesight was gone.i couldnt see anything,i hear voices,his voice telling people to "excuse me,excuse me",he pushed his way through again and i wanted to see him but i couldnt.it was simply horrible,i tell ya.
i felt people,hear voices,but couldnt see a damn thing.when i realized i was blind,i freaked out more and i just slumped onto the floor,my legs finally giving away.
oh God,i thought i was going to die.seriously.i thought i
had cancer or SARS or something.i heard people asking "is she ok,is she ok?",then my dear's voice telling me to drink the water,someone offered water,thank God.someone even told my dear to
mengucap?.Masya Allah.then followed by smelling of those medication oils,
minyak angin ler tu.someone called
the medic people even.oh mannn,i bet i was at the center of attraction.looking back at it now,i can laugh at it.but back there,it was daunting.luckily there were good people around me.
thank you to all who had helped a semi-conscious girl in brown tudung yesterday.and oh,getting onto the medic vehicle was embarassing,man.hahaha.
the medic men were pretty cool about it,one of them even joked,"
ah,ni kereta pengantin,unlimited rides jugak tau". sheesh!!haha.ah well,thanks to my preciouss who stayed by me the whole time,you told me you was panicking,but trust me,your soothing voice never left me and it certainly helped me through.thank you,dear.oh,he won this Powerpuff Cd at the carnival too,hahah.well,next time,we'll take the Wet and Wild plus all others that we have missed yeah?phew,what an experience.
~~~ pics courtesy of sam's cybershot~~~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/23/2004 07:53:00 PM
Tuesday, January 20
Misunderst0od..
my last entry,those tips are for all of the attached guys out there.some are inspired after hearing from respective girlfriends who are facing problems too so dont think i made them up from only my own experience.look around you and see couples fighting like Zeus and Hera.this is just a reality check.
we love our boys,so dont get us wrong.we dont want the worlds to know if they're beasts cuz they're not.we would give up anything for them.we know they would too.we know they love us to bits.but sometimes we want to be treated better.its only normal afterall to not be satisfied with what we have.there are times when the damage is done and you cant do a single damn thing to repair it.but at the end of the day,we still need each other so much.its a devastating fact.
so to my preciousss,i cant leave you and i wont leave you no matter the damage.its that thing called love thats stopping me from doing so..... *smiles*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/20/2004 02:04:00 PM
Monday, January 19
i wish i had never bother.
wad a screwed up day.
had no mood for claz and coincidencally WITCH wanted to hang out.so yeah.thanks for listening and empthasizing me.you people have no idea wad shit im going through if you dont hear the words coming out of my mouth.my burden is being lifted off,if not too much,just a little,and i pray to God there are others who think like you too,kinah.
anyway.to all guys who think their girlfriends are being too overly-emotional.here are the tips from me.
START being a boyfriend again.remember those early stages of the relationship?be like that.
START buying her gifts or whatever.pay attention to which brand she loves,and which stuff she likes.heck,if she knows damn well ure into Adidas,she'll defnitely save for it.gifts dont have to be expensive.a bar of chocolate is sweet enough.its the thought that counts.
START asking her how was her day instead of simply saying "Enjoy your day!" at the start of it.where have your goodnight wishes gone to too?
START talking to her like she's your confidante again.where have all the long night chats gone to?keeping problems to yourself will not help.she'll find out and it'll get worse.
STOP discouraging her.especially if you're so damn good at lets say,web designing,dont just blast her work.lie if you have to.be more appreciative.
STOP making her feel like she's a rag doll.give her affection now and then but a relationship doesnt have to be all make out or otherwise,sex.there are so many things to show her you love her.reassure her.she NEEDS that!
STOP being stingy.doesnt mean you have money,you gotta splash everything on yourself.then when it comes to food,you have none.she will sacrifice her skool allowance in order not to see starve.so why not be more generous?
take it from here.ive been there.im not your perfect girlfriend.but im trying.and im crying.its not easy.so heck if you dont like this site,or you think it sucks,just get your ass out of here and fark off.see if i care.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/19/2004 08:52:00 PM
...Dedicated fer ya...
today marks 15 months of going thru hell n heaven with my preciousss,sameer.today i launch this new look with a tribute for him.i've been wanting to do this ever since i fell in love with you.so here i am,though a bit late by anniversaries,this blog is especially dedicated for your patience,your smile and your love. *muaks*
and to all bloggerians out there,ah yesh,i've been quite busy these days,so sorry.ah yesh,the wedding.WITCH's buggin me to tell her about it,hahaha.it was my 1st ever indian wedding.and it was a 1st for me to attend with my preciouss.imagine my excitement!and out of
semangat kentalan,i asked ard to borrow a punjabi suit,in attempt to spice the occassion up more.thank heavens for my dear WITCH! *hugs* her red punjabi suit made me feel beautiful.even if the society doesnt think so.hahaha.i do admit,clothes play a major role in my self-confidence.*shrugs*
so anyway,yes, it was held at yishun's Chompang Community Centre.really a grand one too.i was the only year 2 SDN fweak there.the rest was either from final year attachments or otherwise,seniors. extra eh?haha.and the food was superb.but a bit too spicy for my tummy la. haha.it was only the wedding reception so i was disappointed not having to witness the bride & bridegroom walking around the fire with the tied scarf.u noe,like those u c in hndi films?haha. wonderful multi-racial experience,no doubt.
and wats this bout lecturers calling me up to ask for MY help?volunteering for NYP's open house n bla2.wootz,i've nvr been a teacher's pet before cuz my results sucks but hey,when it comes to THEM begging for MY help,i cant help but feel honoured. hahahaha.good monday to all~
Happy 15months anniversary,preciousss!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/19/2004 10:58:00 AM
Thursday, January 15
do i look like i care?
why does sometimes it feels like no one cares about you in this world?why do i feel unappreciated?why should i care?why should i wait for others?why should i be selfless and sensitive towards people who dont understand me?why is there such things as love when anger will always overtake all emotions?why should you believe and trust someone with your life when that someone hurts you?
why
why
why?
*shrugs*
i dont feel good.had a rotten morning.and dont feel like talking about it.
sometimes people whom you dont see much tend to cheer you up better than those closest to you.they treat you good too.
*ponders*
why dont you just call or msg me so that i know at least you...........nvm.
*looks around the computer lab and sees people she doesnt know*
*sighs*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/15/2004 03:16:00 PM
Wednesday, January 14
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla
OMG,this is so nice!! i have always been wanting a black rose all my life.black roses are kinda rare & expensive in s'pore,dats why.and yeah,im a sucker for romance,i confess that,hahaha.sheesh.and hell yeah,"nothing works out to your expectations".
hey,this quiz is kinda true in some way or another.hm mmmm.. and wad about mood swings?im d kind when being pissed at someone,ill be pissed at anyone or anything around me.hahaha.ask the other half.he knows better. ;) *blows a kiss to him*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/14/2004 01:35:00 PM
Friday, January 9
Photography assignment?Right...
Wooootz.
so many happening events this week.and so little time to blog them here.Yesterday's show went superb.Carrie chong sounds gorgeous as she is in p10fm "Morning Madness" show.my dear stuttered a bit but his 1 minute of fame went ace-ok.Though we still think they should have given him more appearances.And the s'posedly star of the show,
Derek Mcdonald himself can pretty sing in live.he's kinda cute too la.hahaha,the female population excluding me plus some of others who came to s'port Sam,went
WILD.and i tot i could go deaf and blind as well by desperados screams and on-going camera flashes.(i switched off my flash ok!:p)
And well,in tribute of my 1st assignment due NEXT WEEK,which is a digital photography assignment,i hope these pictures say it all..
Derek Mcdonald singing his hit single "Hurts so bad",Carrie Chong.
The interview with d star and the 'anti-mcdonald' gang who came to support Sam.
Me & babe Kinah hanging out and my preciouss sam at Theatre of Arts after show.
Kinah and her beloved goat and the sweet "honey" haniza.
For more pictures,clickie click here
~~~Photos courtesy of my adeq diyana's digi camera,SilverSnap.~~~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/09/2004 11:29:00 AM
Tuesday, January 6
oh,the horror!
i knew it.
i knew something shitty gonna happen to me involvin my skool timetable.if you people recalled last year,i kept mixing up odd and even weeks which caused really paiseh moments.and now,hell,and TODAY,i tot my 1st lame nite class starts at 1800.so the day was smoothly planned. " 1)meet up dear old WITCH to hang out @ bout 2pm, 2)then collect tickets for Thurs' Sam's co-hosting event wif p10 DJ Carrie Chong to promote that Derek Macdonald singer", 3) slack in library searching for more contemporary interior design, 4) and lastly,nite class". so when 6pm came about,i tot WOW,im early and im the 1st one to arrive.then something queasy came over me & i checked my timetable again.
and oh the horrors!it actually starts at 6:40pm!oh whoop doo dee dah!i am soooooo proud of myself. hahaha. thank God the comp lab is open. anyway anyway,me n WITCHiess took picturessssss..heehehe.. ssshit!i 4got to tell my sis dat im borrowin her camera.yipes.erm all the same,pictures will b up soon!wish me luck to stayin awake for my nite class!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/06/2004 06:25:00 PM
Friday, January 2
ditch 2003.go 2004!
alrite alrite.
how was your new year celebration,guys?mine was okay.was in the bus when the nation counted down.not such an ideal place.people were stoning away in their seats.sheesh.
all the same,the pasir ris bbq went great.though i was the only female at 1st,i didnt feel out of place among sam's
kecoh buddies.hahaha.they're juz some bunch of down-to-earth,friendly guys who basically love crapping a lot,making a joke out of themselves and watching chicks shaking their asses in mtvs.faizal bom bom was the boss of jokes as usual.hah.and the cooks!Amin and Mat made a helluva gd job of bbq-ing the food man.i really salute them cuz even me,as a gal n blabla,i didnt have to do it,i juz helped a bit here and there like some makcik kaypoh.like tolong balikan the ayam & put oil on butter on the hotdogs.hahaha itu ajer. *bleah* other den dat,i teased poor amin a lot.lol*
and yep,who can forget the pictures?i didnt take em,sam did cuz i was a bit paiseh la,sheesh.well,enjoy~
Thats faizal bom bom emo-ing away on his guitar
the part-time cooks for the day takin a swipe at mee goreng w/o the forks.cuz wen yao who s'posedly in charge of utensils got stranded in wdlands?
more of the emo peeps plus moi.dats taufiq on the guitar,he & his new boys song.haha.and ignore those legs pls.stupid skirt i wore.*curse*
plus the food!who can forget em?
on da way home.muka stoned sey amin & this guy,damn i 4got his name,they called him roopa?lol
and yesh,cant get away from a couple pic,can we?dats me and my loverboy. =p
(p.s: i had to change the milkshake song cuz apparently loverboy thinks differently bout the song.so yep,it had to go,to avoid further 'dirty' discrimination.haha)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 1/02/2004 12:47:00 AM
