Monday, March 28
scarred.
i seriously dont get it. why big shots go ga-ga after M.C.
its like as if that piece of paper is your answer to life. (and maybe it is.)
come on, we did not ask to be sick.
we so did not ask to get your first day of menstrual cramps on your fifth day
of ulcery swollen lips. what an ugly combo.
and for that, for just resting and writhing in pain at home sweet home,
you need an M.C. to get permission to do so!
which generally creates an headache for yet another addition to
the offensively expensive medical bills.
and oh, they expect you to do your fuckin work at home too!
which is what im doing now with a big pillow cramped to my stomach and my sweet
mother nagging at me to rest after those pills.
i cant rest, my loving mother, these big shots expect me to work till i drop dead!
and IF i die, i hope all of them rot and stench in guilt for all their lives.
and that includes kinah's Mr Jeffrey ong too.lol.
p.s. : im missing you like cempedak goreng, honey. *sighs*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/28/2005 08:27:00 PM
Saturday, March 26
sore lips. hear me lament.
How do you feel when someone,ok lets call this someone "A",
thinks you wrote/sent sth stupid to A when you didnt at all?
BLACKMAIL!!!
so here's what you do, you quickly call A and msg A to know
what the hell is goin on.
only to get no response.
so you left A voicemails. with sheer desperation in your voice,
wantin to get to the bottom of the hoo-ha.
and you sit, waiting for A to reply, biting your already-swollen lips due to 2 internal mouth ulcers, just waiting, waiting.
one hour later, you try your luck again.
and wow, A finally picks up. duble wow, A is actually laughing and
sounds like havin a ball of a time somewhere!
WOW.
you asked A, so did u get my msg? my calls?
A confessed A did! WOW! marvellous!
but A gave an excuse A was outside so A couldnt
get back to you fast enough.
SO,HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE ME???
so much so for MY public holiday. i really felt like killing someone with my bare hands.
bloody bitch.
and my sore lips, they look like they belong to Missy Elliot.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and everybody thinks the sore lips was a cause of sth else.
please,im a good girl, people -_-
okok,yellow blinkings everywhere. *back to msn*
-- i am so crazy in love with you so stop this nonsense will you --
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/26/2005 09:28:00 PM
Tuesday, March 22
hurray for spongebob!
yes siree, a bit too late for a march layout, do rub it in.
so this new one will be up for this month & next's.
someone's watchin some anime in the fy lab now and from what im hearin in my tiny space of chrysanthemum tea now, sounds like as if some shrieky girl is being raped. urghhhhh. whats the existence of headphones for, huh huh?
and yes,ive caught Spongebob!*blows thank u kiss to mr cop* side-splitting hilarious to the max! but i still think spongebob is adult humor. in a way. really! hmm.
i'd promised pictures, didnt i? feast,mortals!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/22/2005 01:23:00 PM
Tuesday, March 15
"Eh kau pergi umrah eh, muka kau lain!" as remarked by Hafiz Metal giler.
yeap, i've been a busy bumblebee.
if you want to know how women are related to photoshop files, please read this VERY LONG entry to the end.
so,where should i start?
saturday 12/03
kumon closed.was in pwetty ct's house in from afternoon till mornin.she needed help in flash.
the thing is, everybody, im no pro in flash. still an amateur. believe ME.
nini equals to no good in flash.
the second thing is, i did flash during 3mths attachment. so i was stuck with it. die-die must do, you know?and crazy beloved ah gong taught me a lot. but the one who deserved most credit is the Flash Guru,
sam. yeaaah, hi honey, how r u doin in PA? ;)
so yep, i stayed till bout 12amplus. heh. her mother was lovely. she kept asking me to eat this,that. and her bro sent me home in the car.
then sunday 13/03
sunday, i was in jittery mode cuz the next day was my NIE EPT test. you know how much i want it.
and coincidencally, kinah khan had the sample test paper.wooooo,kinah is always a saviour =) a gorgeous one too.
and she needed help in flash too. heh. i didnt do much cuz she had most of the stuff out.(yes babe, you did, dont denyla!) so i koochi koochi with her big fat cat.
and generously "helped" her add cute guys in her Friendster account =)
her boyfriend hates me, definitely. hahahahaha.
right afterthat, met up wif mr sexy cop. mr cop has bought the O2,see-what-you-can-do,PDA. envy envy.
but envy ebbed away when he treated his queen to dinner and Robots the movie.
so... went home late again.
then monday! 14/03
dragged myself to the RELC building,thought i was going there alone, having lunch alone, basically everything alone.
imagined my euphoria when kinah msg-ed me on my way there, hey nini viknesh is going for the test too.
"thats ironically good news", my reply,biting my lip knowin how the sexy cop would aggresively react to anything related to Viknesh.
and according to her, viknesh replied ,"thats good news!" and spent the whole time flirting and charming me, like he always does. met azmi and this IT assistant, i 4got his name.
the 3 nice fellas were my company for the day.we were the most odd-looking quadruplet there.hahaha.
ok cut, the EPT test. yes. IT SUCKED. the listening compre's CD, whats up wif tat?
distorted, incoherent,INAUDIBLE!!!!!
i dont pay 38 buckeroos for that ok!!
fumes.
ok ok the moment you've been waiting for.
according to the no 1. player, Viknesh, his theory is, looking at women are like working with photoshop files.
"duplicate layers" "many many layers" "Delete layers" and the output of cuz.
work that out, ppl. clue = just think dirty.
i laughed my ass out when i figured that out.
toodle- doo,
off from this mundane skool & have dinner with my beautiful eliz ;)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/15/2005 07:02:00 PM
Tuesday, March 8
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how often do u change your contact lenses?
me, i have not changed mine since errrr... last october?
heh. they're still in good condition! i mean,i can see clearly! =p
but now,they're freakin dry.
starin at this comp, this comp starin at me back, since... 945am? (ok i was late but stayin back to compensate)
and the stupid guys in the fypj room are laughing and laughing their heads off.
not at me la.
but they laugh EVERYDAY.
irritating. annoying. pests. hooligans. asswipes.
when the rest of us are screwing ourselves with our projects.
eliz is sick today.
feels strange w/o her aura around.
did i tell you we took this neocard-gone-bad last saturday?
yes, hahahaahhaahhaha.
we felt so cheated. "Frens" become "Fre" . "Stars mode" become dont know what stupid mode. and the lighting, atrociously dark. i look BURNT siak.
LOL.
but i had fun, babe.
*ching* la la la la la *ching*
my milkshake brings all the boys ---- EWW.
i've Gmail yeay. thanks to Kinah mamachica ;)
no need to upload stuff at yahoo briefcase anymore.
yippee.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/08/2005 08:13:00 PM
Monday, March 7
staying back today.
listening to dido's white flag.
yeah,i so wont go down with this ship/shit.
you hear me?
no, i bet you 1,000 dubloons you DONT even come here.
whatever.
I, shall be independant.
shit, now they're playing Darius' Live Twice.
and my so ever clueless goondu classmate just asked me "Eh u dont miss your bf ah, he in NS rite?"
i nearly strangled him with my mouse's wire.
WTF! guys would forever be guys.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/07/2005 06:47:00 PM
Sunday, March 6
ignore this post if you're allergic to vitamin F.
i am about to really SNAP. you left cold just like that.
amazing.
seeing it was i who used to do that.
and now look whose doing it huh huh huh?
fuck msn and you too.
NTU's SADM test yesterday was a major letdown.
no eye candies at all. can you believe it???
there we(me & eliz)were, thinkin, oohhh, the lalala designer guys from la salle and nanfa should be there too,oooh we r so gonna enjoy the blarmy 10am test.
what do we get?
nerdos more horrendous than nyp's ones.
thank God you was there too, eliz baby. or else.
fuck NTU.
im really snapping now.
happiness always seem to last for only a fuckin moment.
but angst and rage and blistering bloody red emotions?
they last forever.
and i dont say fuck for nothing.
i rarely do.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/06/2005 08:21:00 PM
Friday, March 4
shut up.
maybe i should change to photoblog instead.
all images taken the past two weeks with N7260, my 4th bf laa.
cant imagine goin out of home w/o him. except to the market that is. dont want to get him stinky with au smelly fish parfum, wouldnt i?
"There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you"
"Shut Up" is dedicated to our dearest Yang Tian. that big-nosed bastard. thats comin from all the current sufferin FYPJ students especially those doin Fusion & Gan Cheong King (eliz,laine,fafa & eda: hi ladies!). so wad if ure some assistant director or wateva shit position? juz SHUT UP!
NTU test tml.. when i got the letter,i was so friggin excited.
now,im just.. uhhh wateva.
4 years of wad ive been doin in this course?
no way. no thanks. no please.
but knowin my damned self, i MIGHT change my mind. so NIE, please come and accept me! your most humble servant! me!
i toss restlessly at night, thinking of what my future will turn out to be.
dont you?
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/04/2005 01:14:00 PM
Thursday, March 3
i've lipglossed. have you?
so you stole my heart,
and left me a ransom letter
demanding I treat you better,
should I ever want it back.
and now I'm all alone
dreams are all forgotten,
memories all turned rotten,
it's not the same on the phone..
i love pug jelly for this. they dont have to strain their lungs and scream to sing.
they just sing.
shrugs.
and they sound GOOD.freakin good.
so i may be ugly.
but at least i dont dig my nose or adjust my bra in the public.
good grief.
so appreciate me for that while you're still at it.
he called me the innocent devil.
blush.
my face is plastered on his laptop's desktop.
blush blush.
look heat-whiners, its raining hippos and rhinos now!
i want my bantal busuk. i want to sleep. VERY badly.
screw this FYPJ room.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/03/2005 12:13:00 PM
