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Saturday, April 30


how mortifiying.



some people are so gonna get killed after this.
WTF. lol.
of all the shots!
why must you put that selengeh bacin,the-ultimate-horror picture?
i think ill walk around in singapore with a paper bag for the moment.
if you want to know what i mean.
click this link:

http://www.fusion.nyp.edu.sg/

and go find it yourself,i wont tell you, hah.

excuse me while i go dig myself to China and live at the Great Wall for a while.
goodbye!

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/30/2005 11:08:00 AM

Friday, April 29


xXx 2



then again, love will always be full of surprises.
and yesterday's was sweet.
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the sexy cop bought me this, my very first something from adidas.
mind you,i am NOT a fan of the brand. yea yea im not sporty whatever shit but if you find me wondering in an adidas shop, thats for him cuz he's obsessed with the 3 stripes.
but isnt it sweet? i think he's trying to convert me from mango to adidas =) and i find that effort really sweet =) see im brimming with a sunshiney smile. and he sent me all the way home too. we caught KucingKu with another black and white cat, i hope they aint gays. all the same, thank you honey!

we caught Triple X 2 yesterday, something for me to unwind from my portfolio's assessment and for him from his strenous FI job. if you love big-time action, beautiful cars and trucks,super nice hiphop music and indirect corny/horny lines, go watch it aye.

note to self: FUSION SHOW IS NEXT WEEK DAMNIT!


could we stay right here
until the end of time until the earth stops turning
gonna love you until the seas run dry. . .


Lamb- Gorecki.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/29/2005 09:28:00 AM

Tuesday, April 26


psychobabble.



there is a lot of spiteful spit and spat going on.
i wont go into details here.
if singapore allows guns like the U.S. , a whole lot of people are so gonna get murdered everyday.
right about now i feel damn sticky hot and pissed at a particular irritant named diyana who has been yakking nonsense on the phone since God knows when.
i wish my honeymoonish parents are back from genting.
sometimes i wonder who are the people who really love me.
people who i can really trust.
no fakeys. no backstabbers.
people who will fight for you till the end.
people who dont laugh at you when you feel like shit.
people who dont talk bad about you and make you look like a joke behind your back.
i guess that kind of person only exists eons ago where there was no such
things like computers.

i wonder who do you see me and take me as.
im beginning to think like im your fool, juggling balls just to entertain you and your fellow others.
wtf.

and you know what?
i wear make-up the way i like it.
so kindly fuck off if you dont like seeing me with it.
thank you.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/26/2005 01:13:00 AM

Sunday, April 24


2am frozen ass.


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there's something about men in smart starched uniforms that make them
look so appealing.
saturday afternoon saw me and my mum at Police Academy.
yana,my lil sis' NPCC parade ceremony went amusingly ok.
i must say she looked darn good in that white Guard of Honour uniform. with that cool rifle thingy and all. so proud of you,kudutz *hugz*
well, so much so for her big sis (in other words,ME) for voluntarily quitting her NPCC in sec 2. that was ages ago. CCA was something like having to milk stinky soiled cows' breasts?yeah.
CCA was so not cool back then. for lazy asses like me, that is.
so im kinda glowing for the fact that my two lil siblings are so into their CCAs, what with wow-wow position like Staff Sergeant(did i get that right,i suck in "pangkat2-ape-kejedah"stuff like this).
and im proud of you too, honey. that Toy Soldier performance of you and your kiddo squad was the comical highlight of the whole thing,LOL. it was bloody good.
we were like clapping and laughing. even the grumpy apek with his chunky camera taking videos of everything and blocking other people's view, was grinning like an idiot.
well done,people!
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okay okay.
nini,time to stop dreaming about your blue soldier and get back to portfolio!!!
BLEURGGHHHHH.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/24/2005 12:53:00 AM

Thursday, April 21


refine me .



for a very special girlfriend.
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this was toggled between photoshop,illustrator,windows media player and words document.
big big FYPJ presentation today.
you know what,at the start of this week,i was so hyped up about thursday(today)
cuz of the presentation(end of FYPJ) and kinah's big 20th day.
so...
unfortunately i forgot that tuesday was supposed to be my 30th months anniversary
and my own bro's 16th birthday.
the hell i got.
LOL.
dont worry, all settled and both parties seemed dandy happy(bro=guitar casing, spikycop= err,for juz meeting up after a week?*blows kissy*) so yeah..

pooooof, I.AM.VERY.EXHAUSTED.

footnote: eliz,you better get well very soon and get back to school
cuz it is a hell of boredom without you around with bananaman ordering this
and that. aiaiaiaiaaiaiaiaiaiai. see,im going crazy. get well soon, ms biten-by-err-lice?lol.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/21/2005 12:12:00 AM

Monday, April 18


creamy rainbow dreams.



wasnt hugh jackman such a succulent dish on sunday's night?
ive watched that show before in the theatres,lets see,ard 3 years ago?hmm. brought back lots of sweet memories.
i hope she remembers it too, wherever she is now.
leopold is certainly my idea of my perfect guy.
he fits all the impossible criterias i've made up.

nini's impossible critierias for ideal guy (must fit in ALL)

1. speaks articulate polished english. with no unrefined language.
2. respects a lady as she is. kisses her at the right time. backs off when she pushes him away. doesnt have sex in his mind all the time.
3. just-nice romantic. not too exaggerating, not too sparse. just nice.
4. writes her apology notes, admits he's in the wrong, big poofy ego aside.
5. picks her a gift not for the sake of getting her one(or for the sakes of anniversaries/birthdays).
6. wakes up before she does. and makes nice nice breakfast. doesnt matter if its burnt roti prata.
7. make sure she returns home/reaches her destination safely.
8. doesnt force/rush her to make decisions. give her ample time. no pressure. he'll wait for her. awww.
9. dresses tastefully. no shaggy stinky B.O. clothes.
10. has a good knowledge of the world. and good humor. no lame chicken jokes.


i dont believe that there is one who has all the above criterias.
but you know what?
i'll settle happily with the one im with now.
afterall, what you want is not what you really need at the end of the day.
doesnt hurt to dream though ;)

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/18/2005 05:12:00 PM

Friday, April 15


walla walla bing bang.



blogging could be the only method to keep me sane at this hour.
its going to be 4am soon and im seeing pixels forming everywhere in this room.
HELP.I.AM.GOING.CRAZY.
even my very,very long songlist who had accompanied me since 10pm has died on me.
so i downloaded Belinda Carlise's Heaven Is A Place On Earth.
dont me ask why.
out of pixel art nuttiness, i suddenly miss that old skool song.
that was ages ago. when i was still 5? 6?
i'll do anything to go back there again.
nada deadlines nada frigging annoying people.
only cupcake dolls and masak masak and smelly sand playgrounds.
sighs.

i swear i can hear my bed calling my name.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/15/2005 03:24:00 AM

Monday, April 11


right here waiting to crack.



ironically i have to cheong my work in this friggin cold lab with richard marx.
what a place to feel so sentimental eh. blast.
okay no, mr banana just changed his music to shakira.
SHOOT ME PLEASE.
too old school, these songs. i swear my head's gonna burst any moment.
whats more with dry contact lenses.
QN: Have your lenses ever fell off from your eyes while you're walking/talking/minding your own business?
one of the worst case scenario ever.
my right lens made his dramatic fall in the middle of tapping my ezlink card at woodlands mrt once.
guess what?
the funny thing was i could feel it popping out and at the nick of the time,
i saved him from touching the ground and from dozens of other gan chiong
passengers' feet.
PHEW.
but right after that, my left one went byebye into the woodlands' loo's sink.
WTF.
omg. he's playing britney spears now.
i think its time to call it a day and head home.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/11/2005 08:24:00 PM

Saturday, April 9


dance.flow.move.



yes yes,im not at work, had a bad case of diarrhoea.
*laughs at shu ting* too bad you couldnt bug me today at kumon, freak ;)
so im at home. finally touched the mountain of clothes this morning. just when i thought my supply was running low. and while i folded and rearranged my pig-sty wardrobe, i counted clothes.
39 tops. 10 skirts. 6 pants/jeans.
excluding those i never wear at all.
i think i need more? waaaaaaaaaa. money money money! stupid portfolio assesment.
to hell with fusion show.
i swear my course is the most frigging expensive cash-splurging course in nyp.

btw check this out,
http://www.jeffiscool.com/numanuma.html
thanks to the ever lunatic gong for this,really cracked me up!
*numa numa ahh ahh numa numa ehhhhhhhhhhhh*

p.s. eh liz, you still have that corny song stuck in your heaD?
"never coming back... uwuuuuuu uu uwuuuu"
wahahahaha.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/09/2005 01:25:00 PM

Wednesday, April 6


why dont you do something?



i think i owe the Eyes pictures.
so here we go, this post will be solely dedicated to (yummy?)visuals.

p.s. Shu Ting if you're reading this, just wanna say, im very honoured to have a primary 6 freak of nature who never fail to bug me everyday. and yes, i'll be coming down to Kumon this saturday with a coil of rusty wire to kindly strangle you *grins*
p.p.s i've added the Archives(the past)section in case you would like to read
historical rants.

as promised.
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[last week's stuff. me & my cam whore. the lunatics @ FYPJ. cute kiddo & sis]

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[the crazy brady bunch @ SEG]

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[Be Cool movie family day.. spot my nenek? 1 helluva cool big mama! ;)]

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[*meows* wo de kittylove]

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/06/2005 09:14:00 PM

Monday, April 4


glazed eyes.


please click pix below to see the full-view. A MUST.


shit after seeing this masterpiece, i suddenly feel inspired to do one
of my Mr Cop into a demon-like angel thingy. with firey effects and all.
wahahahaaha.
Dier mesti tengah ketawa sampai terberak kat PA sekarang. hmmmprhh.

its still a gloomy day,NYP looks like some Transylvania's Haunted
Villa now. and im intoxicated with rojak. had too much of it with the
crazy brady bunch gals - eliz,laine & ah gong.
Right about now me n gong are typin patriotic songs in ICQ.

[ Vamp. sparked.] (05:38 PM) :
wait.. this one very classic sure u rem one....
one people,one nation,one singaporeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
GonG^TuT (05:40 PM) :
tts the way tt we will be...
GonG^TuT (05:40 PM) :
forever more
[ Vamp. sparked.] (05:43 PM) :
wahhaahahahahahhahah

thats what you get with too much rojak.
shit,i feel like shitting.

thanks for finally telling.i understand now.
i shouldnt have been that nasty,i know. i was too drowned in shittyland
and being nasty was my only resort to make you talk,to make me feel
good. but i understand now. and that makes everything a whole better. looking forward to seeing you. 1 whole week felt horrible without you.


that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/04/2005 03:28:00 PM

Friday, April 1


in a hole of assholes.



(ignore this post if you're too bunny high happy)

i swear im gonna snap at the next idiot who tries to make
some lameass joke/conversation.
its terrible enough im stuck with a upright damn
particular-about-everything idiot EVERYDAY.
i mean, i dont want to be a hypocrite or whatsoever.
especially when the idiot sits in my radius of personal space.
and the idiot consistently sticks the idiot's head to see
what my computer screen is showing.
and this idiot, i tell you, he even looked at his watch when i went for lunch!
so you know what,i dont bother telling where im going anymore.
see see,he just did it again, looking at my screen out of the
corner of his eyes!!!
what what, my desktop's wallpaper too enticing for you?
shit, i can be nice okay but when you're just getting on my nerves......
beware cuz suddenly one day my "niceness" will just fly away to the land of zabangkus and you'll see the nasty side of me.
urgh.
i hate being nasty. i try to be sweet.
but humans have limits. and mine is coming to the edge soon.

i feel very very depressed.
fuckin depressed.
and it seems like im not getting appropiate attention again.
shit, i dont want to blog about personal stuff cuz i know you gonna read this.
whatever. its either you take the initiative or im so gonna blast again.
and dont give me stupid shitty excuses cuz its fuckin lame.
cuz you so had other opportunites to take initiative and you did not.
even if you tell me you was too busy screwing some whore, i'll believe you and gladly leave you alone.
at least that excuse has more bite to it.

unloved unloved unloved.
pissed pissed pissed.
depressed depressed depressed.
blackfaced blackfaced blackfaced.

that kitty next door falls from the sky again 4/01/2005 03:55:00 PM

eyes watching me:

parting words?




dark history
april 2005(xXx2)
march 2005(Scarred)
feb 2005 (Get riiight)
jan 2005 (Mockingbird)
dec 2004(Exit light)
nov 2004 (Drop it like its hot)
oct 2004 (Those lil devils)
sept 2004(Of dodgeball)
august 2004 (Racist french bastard)
july 2004 (Playing with the djinn's flame)
june 2004 (Sea dragons & skinheads)
may 2004 (3am tears)
april 2004 (When feelings go ugly)
march 2004 (Feline react)
feb 2004 (Sacrifice)
jan 2004 (oh,the horror)
dec 2003 (Snowcap mackel)

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dhiya.
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Elvish.
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faizal bom bom. farah saosin.
Green. Hairol.
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Izwan rocker.
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