Tuesday, March 30
feline REact
how practically lame.
working my buns out so hard over the weekends for a deadline yesterday and that lecturer postphoned it to friday. well,quite a relief la. and since you gotta show somethin to them too, i've nothin much to lose. BUT still, make me freaked out for nothing! even dragged a poor handsome fella to peace centre to print my stuff and buy flash drive at sim lim! and pestered him with my Flash problems! and even interrupting his computerized ermm,that-cacat-dance-thingy-at-arcades game. oh man. i owe him one big something. hmm......
on the other hand, i want to change my layout!!!! looking seriously dull and eye-soring (is there such a word?). and i did something different but the school screwed up our students' hard drive!!!! ARGGHHH.... my everything is inside... my 3d model, my character design, my... oh boos and bullfrogs. ranting about it wont help.
And is there someone out there who can keep Fiqizine's cat and kitten and i can visit them like,everyday? my parents forbid cats in the house. some taboo thingy. they just dont like the cleaning-up-the-shit-and-fur idea. but i love them feline ones. like Witch's fat ginger cat. or that black cat "Hitam" under Sam's block.sighss.. speaking of which, my lil sis' "cats-phobia-gal" birthday's today! so
happy 14th birthday,sista~
***meOoOoow**
The most adorable black scruffy-looking cat, given by eliz ^-^
And here's the heart-rose i blogged about.Gorgeous surprise from him
What a couple eh? i like~~~~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/30/2004 12:09:00 AM
Friday, March 26
Later on,same day :For those who wanna listen to the song,please visit our lovely LindaNJ's blog... hopped to her site after i blogged and vavavroooom,she had the same song on! thanks honey! *hugs*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/26/2004 11:48:00 AM
The reason?
Yesterday...... yesterday went unspontaneously. Was having lunch with elizabeth at macdonalds when dearest WITCH popped up.then the sweet Cherry joined us too.and all the stories started. from ghost movies (eg. The Eye 2) to suicidal cases (eg. recent news of woman committing suicide with her two kids) to very intelligent cats (eg. Cherry's cat sneaking out from the toilet, tiptoeing to not be seen,in order not to have its feet wiped).
we laughed and laughed and laughed (not about the suicical stories though). i think the whole macdonalds can hear us? nah,since it was bloomin' crowded. and anyway, since the comp labs werent available, me and eliz went town to pass by time till 6pm. and we went to HMV to exclusively listen to this particular song by Hoobastank over and over again.
i'm not a perfect person,
there are many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
i'm sorry that i hurt,
its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through,
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches your tears, thats why i need you to hear
i'm not a perfect person, i
never meant to do those things to you
and so i hate to say before i go, that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do, and that reason is you ......
beautiful? i think so too. and i think something else that's beautiful is that surprise gift he gave to me on wednesday. a gorgeous heart on a rose stalk with a bell around the leaves. simply gorgeous.
im a very lucky person.
*sighs*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/26/2004 11:15:00 AM
Sunday, March 21
Bring that move on,mr breaker! ;)
yesterday's afternoon and night was exhilarating.
went to town with eliz on a special girls day outing (sorry,dear but u had ur share of the guys too,lol). it was still the kiddos' holiday week so you can imagine how the environment like,packed like stale sardines! phew. and yeah,our another main intention of town was cuz of the Sports for Life's breakdancing competition at 6,outside Ngee Ann city too. *sheepish smile*
whaatt?? no,i wasnt checking guys out,oh alrite alrite.maybe i did but it was juz like,glance and comment and thats it. no feelings exhanged,no blabla shit.like,duh.lol. my heart's with only one bahrain knight and thats gonna be that way till forever,i hope. *winks* aaaand,back to it.heh. what a crowd! so many kinds of people were there, watching the show. even apeks and makciks! hahaha.it was a wild,mixed scene and it was really loud and happening too. the breakers were really getting it on. headspins,flares,windmills,etc.. oklah, aku bukannyer breaker so manerlah tahu sangat kan?heh. we both enjoyed the show,obviously.even though we had to stand.bleah.haha.
well yeah.
i realized i just rambled bout breakdancing. and i dont even noe a single shit bout it. my lil sis is,though. so its like a big sister supportin lil sis thingy.heh.
so dont get me wrong,im not a poser.
heh.
(p.s: sakeena,barney WAS a dinosaur??and now?? he's a human rite? to be precised,he's your brother kan?? LOL!he's gonna kill me for callin him BARNEY,man!! *smothers a giggle*)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/21/2004 09:55:00 PM
Friday, March 19
..... +ShoT+ .....
Heard from the news about the three armed robbers who fleed themselves from JB after robbing someone all the way to Pulau Tekong. After hearing this,i was terrified cuz my lil sis was camping at Pulau Ubin then. she's safely home now. and i hope by now those three hooligans of the century are caught and deal severely with. such a lunatic case to happen these days! sheesh.
Below are the pictures to my short-term holiday.more to come,if i aint lazy to upload them in my gallery.
Happy 17 months anniversary to my sweet Bahrain knight,sameer *muah*
Okay,off to catch Resident Evil... zombies galore!ciao!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/19/2004 07:07:00 PM
Wednesday, March 17
Keh Diya..You Are My Soniya!
eeeeek.
im back. and im stuck to hindi songs. *Bole Chudiya..Bole Kangana* *Suraj Hua Maddham.... Chaand Jalne Laga *
cripey jeepers. blame it on the long bus trip to Cameron Highlands. it was extremely winding and steepy and the curves were frighteningly sharp! and mind those plastic blue-covered landslides! on the other hand, they were showing Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham & some other preity zienta (urgghhh.did i spell rite?whatever,i dun like her!) music videos on the bus, blasting LOUD, i couldnt hear myself.
So to keep my focus away from the dangers we were facing, i concentrated on the tv instead. was never a die-hard Hindustani fan, moi. but... i realized something. whenever i looked at shah rukh, he kinda reminded me of my boyfriend. same face structure la. *blushes* So i saw him dancing away with hrithik, dancing away with kajol... i only saw him instead of shah rukh. which is freaky,doncha think? haha. guess i was missing him too much and i was trying hard not to think of him.
All the same, the holiday went fine. i wanted to bring home almost everything. the roses, the tea plants, the pasar malam, the cacti, the Sunway Pyramid shopping mall, the bath tub in the KL's hotel, the chocolate factory....everything!
okaaayyy...damn. the R bitch is directly beside my comp now.
*tells thyself: ignore her,ignore her,ignore her,ignore her* urgghhhh.....spoil my mood only. see,i knew it. she wont say hi to me unless sameer is wif me. *rolls eyes* to quote kareena kapoor in her most bitchiest tone "WHATEVER".
(note to someone else: if you're a hypocrite,so am i. if i have to lose two good friends because of this, then be it. if you was stuck in between and you didnt even tell me and you think he's being there for you more than i did,then go ahead, break the friendship. im not angry.i was angry then at him. he used my feelings. bet he didnt tell the real story to you.even if he did,why bother now? i forgave everyone a long time ago. i blamed whatever happened between him and me on myself. and if i want to blame myself again on whats happening between you and me now, then im as dumb as an inflated blowfish. or maybe i am. go ahead,tell your side of story to all those i've known or gotten close before. i wont make noise. im too tired for this kind of thing. its too childish. it reminds me of our stupid,catty secondary school fights that lead us to nowhere. and if you think i dont treasure us,then think again........
so just in case you wont see me anymore,let this be my last word then :"SORRY..")
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/17/2004 02:15:00 PM
Friday, March 12
fly away from here.
its been a really hectic week.
and im proud to say that i've finished my 3d model character,thanks to some really helpful classmates who cheong all the way with me. They were there when i needed them to ask lil questions like "How come my model's boobs are so triangular?!!" and "Eeei,why got that thing jutting out from her ermmm..pelvis?" trust me,vertices can drive you absolutely nuts sometimes.
On the other hand,im going off for a holiday tonight all the way to next Monday.hahahaha. crazy eh? running away from assignments to the hills at Cameron Highlands and 1 whole day shopping in KL isnt such a good idea. i mean, its like,you're rushing,rushing and stressing over workload and datelines to meet when a HOLIDAY smacks its unholy butt into your schedule.erm.. thats not good rite? but,it was planned by my parents a month ago and seeing my dad doesnt get his leave this easily, i should might as well appreciate their effort and enjoy myself too. so yep, *love you umi & abah*
my mum keeps barging into my room every 5 seconds now, asking whether i have pack this and that. "Have you packed your toothbrush?your pajamas? how many pair of clothes and underw- bla bla bla bla.." sheesh. *shakes head*
I feel like some small kid going off for my brownies camp.ahaha. better log off now and pack my stuff before she interrogates me again.
(Note to thy self: Meet WITCH at AMK later at 1pm for S11)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/12/2004 10:24:00 AM
Monday, March 8
rain,rain..dont go away
Decided to change my song to this lovely piece by Lifehouse (thanks to sakeena for first introducing me to it last year.yesh,i still remember =p). Thought the Jewel's song was too depressing since it had connections with my recent post.
im not angry or mad at her. just still shell-shocked. i wont demand any explainations from her too. ill just keep quiet. it hurts alright. but shit like this has its reasons to happen,you know? he wasnt like,the greatest guy on earth anyway. and since im in love with one right now,i shall shut up and wont mourn on this matter anymore.
such a waste of time.
*hurries off to put in patatoes into my daging masak curry*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/08/2004 12:30:00 PM
Sunday, March 7
foolish games
i cant believe it.i seriously cant.
Throughout all this time,i tot she was supporting me,but behind my back,she betrayed me.she told me before he was a jerk but behind my back,they both become best friends.
what the hell is happening?
i never remembered talking about her flaws behind her back.we just sort of drifted away,thats all.Still,i cant believe she would do such a thing to me.I mean,of all the people,of all the friends!
thats it.i dont regret we are no longer close anymore.There's a good reason to it,finally.and hypocrites sickens me,especially those whom you trust with your whole life with.nevermind.
nevermind,i reassure myself.it hurts a lot but i have others.
i dont need you,"friend".
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/07/2004 11:14:00 AM
Thursday, March 4
Haunted.
i was dreaming.... me and my girlfriends along with my sister; we were sitting in a circle on a bed of autumn leaves with absolute whiteness around us.Then one of us started to tell a ghost story.the rest of us watched,enraptured as the ghost story slowly enfolded itself around us...the whiteness turned to black..and the autumn leaves kept falling.
Then my eyes opened and i could feel my mouth stretched in a wide "O" but no sound came out; no scream,no prayer. I was paralysed in fear.i was breaking into cold sweat;something that i didnt understand as i never experienced it before.i felt cold all over,but the same time,hot.i wanted to move and push away the blanket but my hands disobeyed my mind.
in my mind,i kept praying and praying of watever verses from the Quran i know.
i could feel some other unwanted presence and my attention focused on my half-window's reflection at the mirror in front of me.finally,after what seemed a decade of frozen time,i could get up,pushed close the window and get back to bed,quaking in fear.
my first instinct? GET MY MUM.but suddenly her room felt like a thousand miles away.the idea of walking there,knocking,and waiting,retched me.
So i grabbed the nearest survival kit; my Handphone.
none of whom i called was up.it was nearly 3am,who in the right mind would be?i panicked,then browsed thru my HP's add book alphabetically.and found Kinah Khan.thank God for her. *loves you babe* we talked about everything under the dying moon ;from boyfriends to bloopers to boobs to death. my fear sipped away gradually.we laughed and talked till my HP's batt died flat.
haaahaha..sheesh.thank you kinah for entertaining me even tho i was crazy,calling u up at such an ungodly hour.
and thank you to you sayang for replying back my freaked out voicemail this morning.i know i was eccentric,talking to your voicemail like that.haha.
God,wad a daunting experience.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/04/2004 08:42:00 PM
Wednesday, March 3
Tithe.
i am so in love with author Holly Black.
She's the reason why i stayed up all night yesterday,wrapped in my own delusioned fantasy world with a beautiful book called
Tithe.
give it a shot,people.
and my current favourite hero right now? got to be the Unseelie court knight with the silver hair,
Rath Roiben Rye
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/03/2004 03:27:00 PM
Monday, March 1
dreamer.
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
Got this from Trilogue's site ;)
i am?? eww.
i really am a
princess?in my dreams la.my lil sis keeps insisting tat i am.said her frens in skool who saw my pic on her table think im sweet n blabla.oh my God.hahaha.oh well.. *kembang kembang* not everyday people compliments you rite?haha.im a really a sad case eh?haha.its the one week break and i feel really lethargic.like as if i have no assignments to do(let see,1.scriptwriting 2.Creative process research 3.portfolio 4.others personal stuff like improving my Flash & erm..shopping).
Was watching the Academy Awards this morning (Lord of the rings rule!!YEAH!sheesh.) when me mum announced we havta go Geylang to pay the tickets fee for our Cameron trip next week.obviously i jumped at the chance.Geylang means food.delicious,cheap food.no,in fact FREE food.since dearest mum will be paying for it.haha.i was thinking of the heavenly $1.80
mee rebus at High Road.and i got it.haha.
i know i know,im a pampered mama's dearest daughter.to quote sam,its "Pampered Bitch Queen".LOL. tomorrow,me plans to drag me mum to Bishan to get those sandals ive been eyeing for. *rubs hands in glee*
but honestly,spending quality time with your mum is...obligatory?i dont know,i love going out with her *excludes those materialistic reasons*.it strengthens the mother-daughter bond and i know for sure,when i grow more older,when i have a family on my own,there will probably wont be enough time to spend with her.so people,try and put aside some time for your mother before you become a mother or a father yourself yeah?
no,im not preaching.
sheesh.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 3/01/2004 08:39:00 PM
