Monday, May 31
What would you do?
went to accompany him to skool today to get formal shoes from rosz. its for his "lawyer" role in the DSNV's minor project short film. yeah,they need actors. so yep, they know me and i got sam. simple. hahahaha. and he's a good actor so yep.
anyway,on my way after sending him home,there were these two guys behind me whistling and making those funny noises guys make when they wanna attract someone's attention?
uh yeah.
unfortunately,i was THE victim.
more unfortunately,i was alone. so i quickened my pace,duh. they followed suit. started asking in their typical mats' way, "Ehh adek adek, boleh berkenalan? nama saper? boleh la berkenalan.. etc etc etc". (Ehh lil sister,can we be frens? whas ur name?) holy cows. i turned to stare daggers at them. what i saw,was like,zoot zoot zoot. one guy actually looked like some latino hunk okaay. wearing this white sleeveless top showing off his biceps and stuff. grinnin and winkin cuz he knows he's cute and bla de bla.he's the kind girls will secretly drool over in friendster? uhh yeah. but thats NOT the point.
they were intruding my environmental privacy(??). and they were irritating. so i did what i thought best. i turned around again and said "Diam lah!!!". okay,shouted,not said. haha.
they were stunned,isssk. hahaha. serve them jolly right.
but i got this feeling that it wont be the final time i'll be seeing them. they looked like they live in my neighbourhood.
i wanna move to boon lay! waaaaaaaaaa....
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/31/2004 06:47:00 PM
Friday, May 28
i need a hero
well,well. congrats,yo. the magical season has finally ended.
im still seething over La toya's boot-out but hey,ive got this feeling we gonna see that diva again.
anyway,expected fantasia to win since she has stage charisma,look at that,oozing out,woah. i like her personality,so outstanding and boyish then she'll turn melodramatic and heh,she's a big crier( i cant say crybaby,thats a bit offensive)alrite. hahahaa. well,i admit that i am too la.
so,we aint no difference,lady. hahaha.
i'd grew fond of diana's sweet and bubbly character so you can say i was kinda rootin for her. not much of a fan of fantasia's ermm,shrieky(to quote Simon,"cartoonish") voice. but she won and i respect her for that. no,i respect everyone who got in AMI for that. yep yep.
now.. for singapore idol.. ermm. heh. no comments.
*sings
i need a hero ..i'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night..
He's gotta be strong,
and he's gotta be fast
and he's gotta be fresh from the fight*
cant get enough of that song la. those who watched Shrek 2 should know why.
and apparently i watched it AGAIN, this time with him (you're back!*muah*)and i still had a good laugh from them loony shrek-ians.
so. im slacking. no,procastinating,like how WITCH puts it. what a life.
please dont tell me everything is wonderful now.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/28/2004 10:13:00 AM
Thursday, May 27
come back,please.
where are you.
what goes today?
or tomorrow?
i need you.
i miss you.
im sorry if you hate me for messing up your social life.
or how i vent my anger at you when you're trying to have fun.
"With your friends",you'd say.
but a lonely mind always seem to stray to evil thoughts.
and i hate myself for that.
i dont care if you cant be there all the time.
please,
just come back.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/27/2004 12:59:00 AM
Wednesday, May 26
Dont tell me i forced you to have it my way.
(got this from LindaNj's bloggie)
my God. he better not see this. this is outrageous. tell me you dont believe in these quizzes. aint true,you know. i have never been that way- being a bitch(what kind of a bitch though?) whose out there to counter back ah ah ah? hahaha.
anyway,today sucks. SERIOUSLY. i felt like some loner freak, stuck in some lost dense space of nothing. nevermind. being alone,i can trynda cope. but being so blur about everything? the course structure is a total gonecase. i came punctual at 9am and thats a BIG effort aight. but i get no labs to work in, no attendance to sign. no teachers, no guidance, no nothing. i turned into this blur sotong swimming around in nyp helplessly. had to seek refuge in the animation students' lab,mind you. what a shame to games.
and guess what. i juz realized something sucky.
i felt more lost without him around. and that sucks. cuz i have to bear longer days without him later. so i have to learn. not now pleaaaase. sighs. please come back. i miss you.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/26/2004 01:24:00 AM
Monday, May 24
Drops of blood. each droplet by the hour.
Boo.
is it just me or is the world passing by so.. ever.. slooo-w-l-yyy?
hmmm.
i swear Time has been crawling on me today.
now thats something. just wanted to post some nicey nice visual to this entry.
so thought well,this couple sure looks good together. on-screen. that ryan. geeez.
i shall say no more. haha. leave it to his O.C.'s fans to do the swooning.i've done enough. hahaha.
hey.. since my honey's gone to his chalet today till.. wed? *pretends to drop dead* i might as well ...erm,make good use of the "freedom'?right. freedom ke haper.
from today onwards,im literally chained to my THIRD YEAR of my poly life. thought it would never come.but ohh,it sure did!
surprised i made this far too.
i mean,wow,look at me,i've got this red "HOPELESS" stamped on my forehead since the day i entered the world of.. Design. sheesh.
all the same,im starting to do personal work for my portfolio,no time to be wasted.
went to the Fusion show and boy,i am scared alright. the seniors' stuff are like,PHWOAR.
and i looked down at myself and i went,HOW THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA BE AS GOOD AS THEM? SHAME ON YOU!
urrghh.
i am so gonna work my buns out for this.
so DONT hate me if i take such a long time to answer your call. or reply to your sms-es. or look blankly at you when i walk pass you down the walkway.
cuz i might be in some La-la Land, trying to escape from reality.
*tries to catch that little,beautiful faerie above me*
(P.S: Special thanks to my kanda for sending me to my so-called "First Day of Skool"/1st Day to Final Year today (macam bapak hantar anak ke sekolah sey!).lol. now ALL the supervisors know about us.haha. and see,even Mr Leo teased us in front of MY classmates in THAT fypj lab. *red face* but eh,guess wad? who cares? as long as i love you! heehee.)
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/24/2004 10:44:00 PM
Thursday, May 20
SPCA - they need big donors big time.
yeah,they do. me and my significant other got the shock of my life when i saw the old mouldish building with almost a worn off S-P-C-A painted on the wall.
then i get to know the government doesnt sponsor them. so who does?
thankfully there are still people who care to run this animals' heaven place.
they call em "Volunteers".woo. i wanna be one after i graduate from this diploma shit. then again,the diploma and what i've learnt may come handy.like,re-vamping of the SPCA building? but the money,duh.
i've told everyone that im gonna get Paris Hilton to donate her booboos.
but someone(i 4got who,think it was zedd) told me i cant even get a Singapore Hilton to be a sponsor so yea,bummer.
Maybe after seeing the pics taken by me & my dear,a fraction of you guys would care to come forward to help eh? here we go.
The lovely cats welcomed me with wide open arms(paws?).Almost all who werent asleep came running towards us the second we entered their den.
There you go,the sleepyheads. Over the other side are the lil woof-woofies.
This cat almost caused a dangerous cat fight below my feet! and scared d hell outta me.we thus nicknamed it "Outcast" cuz he does look left out wif its "predatory" stance.lovely fur colour though.
and they're BIG attention-seekers.even attempted to turn my denim skirt into a scratching post!sheesh.see,they laid down before me with that oh-so-sad-kitty look.i was touched. still am :)
This giant old manx cat is my dear's favourite. he's absolutely handsome!(macam orang tu jugak,heee).He's undoubtedly the King down there.
Speaking of him.. haha. with that lil attention-seeker who likes to follow us everywhere. lovable darling!
and i fell in love with this one! Twinkle. Lazy,flirtatious Ms Twinkle. her fur is extremely gorgeousssss.. ohh lala.
Lastly, here's a good one captured by my dear to make you melt. Effy with her best "pitiful" look. cuuute!
yep,thats about it. If i can,i want to show all the pics here but sorry la,too many pics nanti orang sian pulak. haha. smitten already?
come on down to SPCA now. pretty simple to go there too.
i'll be delighted to tell you more.
anyways,juz finished watchin The O.C. tragic ending eh.
she wont die,she couldnt possibly do so! ryan's like,so in love with her.
strange,i should feel... envious but im not cuz i cant find a fault in her.
she's everything i wanna be,minus the jerk boyfren and the family problems.
its her character,it glows. unlike Lana Lang.. *rolls eyes*
oh big news. parents pretty mad at me for my library books fines. oh no.
apart from that, they booked tickets for Shrek 2 tomorrow night and that makes me feel..
guilty. i wanna be good daughter,you know? im trying to.
still................ sighs.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/20/2004 03:07:00 PM
Monday, May 17
History,anyone?
They say you wont know how much you love something until you know and understand more about its existence and nature. Thus i decided to check up on the
history of Troy.
Just wanna know the difference btwn the movie and the real history itself. you know,like how you avid fans of Lord of The Rings would compare the movie to the book? well,yeah.
So anyone interested in this,go and read on.you'll be surprised. and anyone who finds Troy a bore,forget it.see that 'X' at the far right window there? click on it. yeah. dont waste your time!
1. Patroclus is not Achilles' cuzzin,he's his best friend. and yes,Hector did killed Patroclus causing Achilles' anger. He had his revenge and killed Hector. and guess what? According to this info here, Achilles actually dragged Hector's body for 9 days in his chariot. sheesh! and yesh, King Priam of Troy did asked for his son's body back in the middle of the night.that wasnt made up. i respect that king!
2.Many will wonder why Achilles,who is considered immortal,died by Paris' arrow in the end? Well,according to the greek history,Achilles's immortal tithe mother,Thetis,tried to make her son immortal by dipping him into the River Styx, while holding him by his ankle. So tada,his ankle is therefore the only portion of him capable of sustaining a mortal wound, which he receives from a goddess-guided arrow shot by Paris of Troy. There you go.
3.And for Helen lovers out there,well guess wad? Menelaus never had a duel fight with Paris at all. he didnt even died after the Greeks capture Troy. In fact,he got back Helen and they got back to Sparta and live happily ever after there,according to Homer's Odyssey. *sniggers*
4.As for Achilles' die-hard fans,yesh,he and Briseis had it on alright.She actually had a husband named Mynes (not featured in the movie) and Achilles killed him in the trojan war. ouch. she was then captured as a prisoner and true, Achilles fell for her. He also did sulked and refused to go to war when Agamemnon took her away from him.wow. tak padan warrior.tu pun emo sey *lol* and this is even more intresting! Achilles had a son!woohoo. not from Briseis though. long before that.check it out.When the Greeks began to assemble an army,his parents hid him at Scyros disguised as a girl.sheesh. While there he met Deidameia, and they had a son Neoptolemos (also called Pyrrhus). ooh. and his son went to war too,and killed King Priam! wonderful.
so yeah,thats about what i can gather tonight. maybe some others of u guys have other stuff to share too.boy,do i miss history.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/17/2004 11:14:00 PM
Sunday, May 16
ME IS SO BORED.
11am on a sunday morning and i've no mood for cartoons.
watched Troy again yesterday night,this time with my family.(Kinah babe,have you watched already??ni dah kali kedua i tengok sak!dont hate me! =p)i paid more attention on the little details i missed during the first one. *winkz winkz* listening to Beyonce's Naughty Girl now. she's hot yesh? yesh.dont feel like going for religion class later at 12noon. sms-ed my dear this morning to meet instead but still no reply. he's still sleeping,i guess. sighs. i miss him so badly!haven seen him since thursday.thats like,erm 3 days ago? geez.watching the lovers at Troy have made me more mushy.listening to Brits' Toxic now. she's hot yesh?NO. *rolls eyes*
--- 3 mins later--- listenin to Hoobastank's The Reason now. now,this is what i call music to the ears. very,very sad song. like many others,i tend to get real emo when listening to this. still remember how me & eliz listened to this song over and over again at HMV orchard. sheesh.
--- 4 mins later--- i want to get out from here!dearrr..... maner awak ni? =(
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/16/2004 11:12:00 AM
Thursday, May 13
"Immortality is yours.. Take it!" [Achilles]
Wooo. Troy was amazing.
Certainly lived up to my expectations though i wanted that Helen biatch to die cuz she was the starting cause of the gruelling wars but she didnt. oopsss,did i let out too much info for spoilers?hahaha. Well,there were a few "intentional spoilers" during the movie. The boyfrenz,knowing well me & swana are gonna drool buckets over orlando bloom, decided to root for Diana Kreuger(right or wrong spelling?i dun care,lol)for her Helen role.bleaaah. haahha. my dear even shouted "Helen helen" during intervals of the movie.. groans*** lame effort to spite us la.
In fact, my attention was diverted from orly cuz he looked too darn boyish and young for a movie like that. Eric Bana's piercing eyes and husky voice took my attention away from orly.haha.the dishy Prince of Troy with a cute baby boy. too bad he ----- oops,cant reveal anymore info :p and well, Brad pitt's Achilles character was superb. He acted so well,it looks like as if he's been wearing Achilles' real skin all his life. i was deeply moved ;) not forgetting those cool attacking moves and tanned muscular arms but lets not dwell into that,heehee.
Cuz at the end of the day,im more far than contented to be with my own hero,Sameer Ab Kadir.Dragging him to the esplanade spontaneously after the movie was a mad idea that went thru my head due to after-effects of Troy,lol.But spending a quiet and peaceful moment there with the taxi-boats floating by us was really wonderful. been a while kan,dear? terima kasih sayang *muakZ*
and to Fad and Swana,if you guys are reading this,you've been great company,thanks for the day yeah? =) Here's a tribute to all Greek and Trojan Warriors!erm.. all dead la..but heck,you guys made one hell of a history nonetheless!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/13/2004 11:35:00 PM
Wednesday, May 12
La dames
(Warning: This entry is gonna be bombarded with photos so dont view if visual is not your cup of tea,lol.)
++ Captured at Plaza Singapura's lavatory ++
The ladies touching up: eliz,my sis & her silver snap cam and me.
++ Best of frenz ++
No,she's not strangling me,its a new way of hugging your best fren,aight? ;)
++ New sibling alert ++
Thats yana's best guy fren,fazree. my brader kecik too.he looks like us,which is freaky.
++ Nothing-to-do Poses ++
Acting pretty.. hiak hiak
And my most favourite.da famous "bitchy" mode.hahaha.sighs,i love my sister to bits!=)
Anyway,went out wif my mum today and she bought two new tops for me out of pity,haw haw.im good at that,acting pitiful :p but thanks mum!now i can wear something new for tomorrow's double date with Fad & his lovely gf,Swana. gonna watch Troy,gala opening
pulak tu.cant wait weii. *rubs hands in glee* Van Helsing was a sore disappointment,if not for the good CGI effects. the movie script was too corny la.haha. but i enjoyed myself nonetheless.tomorrow tomorrow!cant wait to see my darling!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/12/2004 08:24:00 PM
Monday, May 10
ooppss. i did it again!
nobody's at home except for me. thus my itchy fingers broke my stand of not blogging and changed the layout to this. did that lady in red picture a long time ago.juz didnt had any inspiration to use it as my blog's concept. its kinda too..bloody red yea?haha.i kinda like it though.shows a woman's inner strength of controlling her life and people around her. i wanna be like that woman too,you know.without anyone threading on your toes and walking over your head juz because you're nice and all. *sighs*
on a bright side,im gonna watch Van Helsing later on with my sis and elizabeth.oooweeee. watched Eamon's F*** it (Dont Want you back) & Brit's Everytime mtvs on Launch.com juz now.hmmm... two weeks of holiday! might as well spend it well. lets see...
1.Troy
2.shopping wif any galfrenz available(KINAHHHHHHHH!!!U FREE?)
3.SPCA to see he kitties wif dear
4.JB makan outing wif mum
5.chalet with classmates
6.return overdue library books
7.borrow some good books
8.catch up on sleep
9.become potato couch
10.catch the sun at Sentosa
hmmmmmm...... to kick things off,better go and bathe first. heh.
all the best to all taking exams!
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/10/2004 11:22:00 AM
Saturday, May 8
dead
haven been bloggin for a while.and not planning to for another "while".
im not sorry. had no time. studio project. yeah. sucks. sucky ending too. two weeks holiday now.rolls eyes.no june holiday? more rolls eyes.final third year.groans.wanna buy stuff but no moolah.have a new layout up and angelfire spoilt it all.
so yea.
see you around,whoever reading this.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/08/2004 11:37:00 PM
Saturday, May 1
3am tears
what a miserable public holiday. i HAD big plans,you know. i was very happy yesterday.that thinking "tomorrow's a public holiday and im gonna spend it good!"? yeah,had that. but something else overwrote it and im left with no plans. thus,the 3am tears. i couldnt really sleep back,too distraught for words.i woke up in the morning and my mum told/ordered me what to do. cook something. i wanted to put the recipe on paper but she got angry,saying "semua tak tahu,ini tak tahu,itu tak tahu" and she left the house with ME in tears.so im now a good-for-nothing daughter too. what else? nothing's getting right today. everything sucks.
you know sometimes you feel like you wanna run away to somewhere better? where's that better place,i ask you? on that prayer mat of yours,He will answer. Then again, He knows the best. and He'll make this better,i believe. if only tears would make people understand. and if only people dont take others for granted just because they're always there.
i think im just gonna stay home,try and cook that dish and recall from memory how it was done. then i'll do nothing,just sit around here and there, trying to think about positive stuff. if only i have a cat,he'll understand me more than others.and he'll always be there for me, never running away for a day.
you guys go ahead and enjoy your weekends.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 5/01/2004 09:53:00 AM
