Monday, June 28
sea dragons & skinheads.
zedd asked me what a sea dragon is.
i prolly told him wad i've read from this fantasy novel, the description of what seem to be this mythical creature.
its actually a changeling, a human baby kidnapped by the jealous sea queen/mermaid, changed into a sea dragon with a gold collar to show his confinement to the deep waters.
erm i think i got a little too carried away so he didnt really get it.
but he gets the main idea cuz he told me about sea dogs afterthat.
hee.
i asked my mum during cooking time (today's menu: nasi harisa wif ayam masak merah & curry daging)if there is such thing as sea dragons.
she said,yes, "naga laut" do exist. they're actually ular dah betapa lama2 kat bawah laut lepas tu jadilah naga. kat laut2 besar mesti ader punye."
im like,woah.
i think her version of sea dragons is totally different from mine.
but the bottomline is,they do exist.
wow.
another thing is someone i tot i would never hear from again suddenly appears back in my life like a rusty jack-in-a-box. he's way into skinheads now which is ehm.. freaky. he still sounds so melayu though he's a pure chinese. so mat. uurfff. i told him to convert. he said he's planning to but not now.
woah.
addiction of the day: sameer's kitten, Comel/Pe'ah (lol). i wish i could see her.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/28/2004 01:50:00 PM
Saturday, June 26
laughters eerily echoing in my ear.
fuh.i feel exhausted and i juz woke up from a nap.
yishun is an exhausting place. lots of guys in soldiers uniforms too.
shouldnt have taken a nap,damnit,i missed him online!! stupid me.
and he got his new kitten so i can imagine his happiness now,hee.
sakeena showed me the little darling on the webcam and its so fweakin cute.
wonder what he's naming her.. hmm.
and he better make time for me before he goes back to camp or ill literally kill him.
hahaha.
one possessive girlfren but i got to be or else im the one with the loss.
or maybe not.
entah la. *shrugs*
had fun with eliz in town yesterday. we killed ourselves laughing. i got home and i slept with laughters in my ears.
erkz.
addiction of the day: popiah pedas from yishun.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/26/2004 06:44:00 PM
Thursday, June 24
how to get rid of irritants
ah italy's out.
but well, life still has to move it,doesnt it? *frowns*
like no matter how much i hate NS for kidnapping my love away from me,or how deeply annoying my lil sis is or how that sasser worm has threatened my beloved comp, my life still ebbs on.
bleaaah.
i am so pissed at that irritating sister of mine. she's only 14,beat it. and she acts hoity-toity like Queen Victoria Beckham.seriously,she crossed my limit today. she blamed me for not waking her up early(????!),blamed me for having to go grocery shopping and blantly didnt co-operate with me to get rid of that stupid sasser worm virus(reasonin tat she has to do her project online,bla de bla,when she's chattin on msn too!!grrr.)
ive gotten rid of that virus case thankfully. how the hell it get into this comp,ive no idea. i cant remember opening any dumb suspicious emails. sighs. hope its not any of siblings' work. especially my bro who has this addiction of d/l funny rock songs online. thank heavens he's darn busy with his NDP rehearsals lately. this comp is too precious to be destroyed by some virus with a silly worm name.
and with that,i've updated my Norton Antivirus software and im gonna update daily,taking no chances to future wild viruses. cant depend on anyone else for this effort to keep this only comp with the internet connection alive.
ive 3 comps at home btw,1 is a gonecase and an accessory in my parents' room,another has Adobe everything but goin gonecase soon,and the last one is the brand new XP with net.
so yep.
addiction of the day: that "two-watermelons" butt honey at PA. *rotfl*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/24/2004 10:26:00 PM
Wednesday, June 23
brrr.
gloomy weather to go out eh?
supposed to go out wif elizabeth today to "pak tor2" downtown but we mutually agree that its a perfect weather to sleep in. thats one nice thing about best friends who can read your mind at the right time. hehx.
heard and read the news about the S.Korean hostage been executed by the freaks of the world,al-Qaeda.
seriously, whats their big problem? killing innocents like no blardy business. they're not God,excuse me,to decide deaths. and the thing that makes me more disgusted is that they're using an innocent religion to back up their evildoings which is sooo wrong.
no religion teaches humanity to kill unless there is a valid reason to do so.
i am so praying these asswipes good-for-nothing buggers will be wiped out A.S.A.P.
you with me,people?
put different religions and other beliefs aside and stand up for humanity's sake for once,shall we?
addiction of the day: James Dean. baby,he looks hot on yesterday's "Rebel Without a Cause".
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/23/2004 02:42:00 PM
Tuesday, June 22
so here i am.
with a new skin specially dedicated for my toxic love.
its blardy shameful to whine here about how im missing you so terribly.
but i seriously do.
stupid NS.
on the other hand, why are freaky-looking mats with bleached hair and disgusting white singlets allowed in a decent place like a library?
all they do is strut around like some stuff peacocks and whistle at girls who are seeking for peace among the books.
i think im getting sick.
haven touch any food since... breakfast.
*miss you*
addiction of the day: you. just you,my dear.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/22/2004 05:03:00 PM
Sunday, June 20
"PA kena maki rabak"
i cant sleeeeep.
ayeeee i know by now most of you would go, "eeei? moffats?! historical!" i know i know!
just in one of the moods for songs like these. so bear with me!
and i think im goin blind at the camera flashes my siz is flashin every two sec in this dark room. giler nyer budak step tu.
anyway,tot i would be wiped out after all the excitement in the afternooon and evening.
went down all the way to boon lay just so i could accompany my love all the way to ang mo kio mrt station (he kena report back to camp by 9:30pm).
since i was already at boon lay,he brought me to see the cute kittens at jurong point.
cute mak oiiiii. geram macam nak makan! especially the scottish fold one.eeeeeeeek. active one kind. anyway sameer looks more tanned than before. and fuuhyooo, he has gotten himself BICEPS. yes. woweee. think he's gonna get a 6-pack by the rate he's going. heeeeh.
at AMK, met the other cop recruit Rosz to makan at S-11. that fella looks diff with his bald head, pandai he tried to hide it with a cap. sheeezh.
both complained to me bout their strenuous training and their disgustingly foul-mouthed F.I.s (F-something Instructors). according to them, their dictionary of obscene words is infinity. wahahahaa. i dont dare to type any here. hahahaa. kesian. dahlah penat2,muscles cramp2, then kena make fun and curse by savages who make use of their higher rank. baaah. boot camp aye. but they had ice-cream for dinner once! ice-cream! geez.
p.s.
hope the F.I. doesnt spot-check his bag. with that heart-shaped card i gave him. embarassin for him if they found it and held it high (like that scene in Lion King when tat baboon raised Simba high)for the rest to see. haha.
Happy Pa's day~~~
addiction of the day: that cutie hunky Zoro of that quite dumb cartoon,One Piece.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/20/2004 11:03:00 PM
Saturday, June 19
two blaq eyeshadowed women seizin town.
Tinkerbell for a dog's name is so... dweep.
really Paris Hilton,you can come up with better names for your.. erm "ugly skinny bitchy dog"(accordin to my siz).
yes yes i watched Simple Life juz now. loved it,ohlala. i confess, Paris has beautiful to-die-for long legs. lucky leggy biatch. and that lil farm kid is dang adorable,the way he whacks those buggies out for the two spoilt brats.. cuuute kiddo is hero of the day eh?
on the other hand, went to town on frid with gorgeous Witch.
had a wonderful time! we took lots of self-potraits,hahaaha. Witch let me try her red earth's black eyeshadow set which was.. real witchy glamorous. hehx. and Border's real happening. hahaha. if you were with us that day, you will know why. but too bad you wasnt. hah!
i didnt know bout this makan place at Shaw really. sedap ah the $4.50 rice set. sampai tak termakan.here's Witch promotin the food.
this piddly diddly department at Heeren is famous for photo-taking really.
nak act "step" nie. can pass right? you be the judge aye.
check out more pics
:: here ::
pics courtesy of my siz' Silver Snap cam. ni kalau tak mention mesti dier marah nyer. so "terpaksa" cakap jugak. grrr. haha main2 jer la.
italy.. italy has a draw again! whats happening?? nvm,i will not give up my faith in them. nor should you guys supporting italia aye?
addiction of the day : Hot Wheels Highway 35 's Kurt Wylde. hensem gilerrrrr. tu bad he's not real. baah. just another of my wishful thinkings.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/19/2004 11:59:00 PM
Friday, June 18
wanna be like marissa cooper.
so i dug out my very old diary with "Jerry F4 as Dao Ming Si" on the cover from my drawer today.
that one accompanied me throughout my first year of nanyang poly's craziness.
and it lasted well too.
dated september 2002 to february 2003, it contained everything.
i found back laughter,joy,love,tears,rage,"kentalaness",uncertainty,death.. everything.
hahahahaha.
im a sucker for sentimental things, i know.
i read the sms-es someone very special sent me before we got further than friends,October 2002. i copied those sms-es to my diary,for heaven's sake! hahahaha.
i cant help being a romantic really.
born one,i guess. hehx.
looking at parents,how they are still so much in love after so long..
i wonder how im gonna be like when i have kids eh?
seram eh.
aight,stop being dreamy. back to reality.
alaaahhhh.
p.s. love you there,the handsome one at PA!
-what telah happened to my tagboard oit??
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/18/2004 01:01:00 AM
Wednesday, June 16
where the boys at - Police Academy
i dont wake up at 0530 for nothing.
and it paid my short La La Land sleep well.
today,ok no its 12plus already,YESTERDAY, my dearest sameer went off for NS. i woke up extra early juz to get there be4 him and his mother. yes,his mother.hahahaa.i was damn nervous the night before. like you know,that anxiety biting you when you're meeting someone important and special to the one you love most. heh. impression,man,you gotta make big impression.ah sheesh. thank god i didnt had to. she was okay,too very nice to me,lol.and i gotta thank to some people for this. well you know who you are,dont you? *winks*
anyway back at it. initially i planned to send him off at bishan,the pick-up point. and thats it. go home and cry or something,wahahaha. right.. haha.
then his mom wanted to send him till Police academy so i was like,why not?
might as well check the place out and stuff.
so we went after a long time waiting for the bus and bla de bla. the whole procedure went
very..
very..
slowly. really. i almost fell asleep waiting. and the heat. blaaaah. see,you go through anything for the one you love,dont you? hahaha. the camp looks kinda cool. like some "chalet" as rosz put it. yes,he was there too,got enrolled the same day as my dear. wow,there were like so many mats. aduhaii. majority were malays?
so there were some makciks2 too who went to see their sons/nephews/grandsons/etc. off. macam haji sey. kecoh mak datuk. the number of people saying goodbye were more than the ones going off. sheesh.
anyhow,so my dear's safely in camp now. think he's gonna have a great time there. even the food looks good. hahaha.
he called me juz now when he was not supposed to,the lights were already out for them cadets. their bedtime is like,so kiddo early. 1030pm is like,hahahaha. you gotta be kiddin me. and he still called,in hushed whispers saying he misses me a lot. awwwwww.
i have this good hunch that this Ns thingy is some blessing in disguise fer our relationship. like its gonna strengthen our bond and love. awwwww...
"Always think positive,munirah!",says the better side of me.
"Go on cry buckets like a wimp",says the other side of me.
sheesh. tis gonna be tough without your support pillar and teddy bear around. but im gonna make it through like he's gonna do too. just... two and a half years.
hmmm.. on the other hand...
looking forward to next wednesday aye!
p.s.
his time-out is on wednesdays 530pm-930pm & weekends *BIG comforted smile*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/16/2004 12:07:00 AM
Sunday, June 13
Ole!
everyone watched the opening Portugal-Greece match of euro 2004 last nite/this mornin?
well, me and my "cant-shut-up-for-nuts" sis did. put two nutty basketcases together to watch soccer and u'll get a whole lot of laughter and giggling.
we tried to be serious,oh we did. but we kept laughing at.. i dunno,things we found funny?
like how ridiculous Portugal's ronaldo looked with two white plaster on his ears. that
"macam sakit telinga" fella. okay2,we know he wore earrings. hahaha. and and how dramatic they fell to the ground after kena hit by some careless boot or elbow,i swore them players took "how to fall and look u're really in pain" classes!hahahaa.
and ooooh,the botak famous referee,the one with veins-bulging out. the one from Uranus. now thats a good one.
and we said "Hello" practically to close-up of ehhmm.. good hunky players (eg. Figo?). need we say more? we had fun. we laughed and laughed till we woke our bro up who suddenly remembered bout the match(loser!). and our mother woke up too to scold us for the racket. "Aper ni tengah malam2 buta kekek2 ketawa macam orang gila?" were her exact words.
moral of the story?
guys, never watch soccer with us.
we just "might" spoil your soccer mood..
hahahaa.
p.s. im rooting for italy btw, what about you?
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/13/2004 02:18:00 PM
Friday, June 11
up,up and away!
just got back from somewhere where i wont mention here cuz i know there are lots of spies out there who come regularly to my site but are too shy to leave their marks. sneaky sneaky,heheh.
not that i dont mind.
anyway,its past 12am and someone special punyer 21st b'day dah sampai seeyy.
baru jer called him up to sing him a terrible b'day song (i sucks @ singing la,lol).
now lets see.. whose that someone??
haah,itu dier,abang macho. abang sam. step hip-hop jer tu. hahaha. why am i suddenly talking like a "minah-sey". hahaha. alah,hidup melayu???
ermm....*tugs at collar* lets go back to english.
*sings "its your birthday its your birthday"* x4 times
hope you like the kinky gift yesh,dear?
though im sure right now your mum would love to skin me alive and turn my skin into a rug in her room.
hahahaha but well,we only live once so i thought befoe buying it " Why not?"
and well, you've passed the R21 ratings eh. and you laughed at me for still being stuck at M18.
bleaaah. two years will zoom by fast. before you know it,you'll be out of police,feeling downright manly at the age of 23 and i'll be 21 and working somewhere...
nice.
hmmm.... i dont want to plan anything. lets just go with da flow.
in the meantime, members abang sam out there,feel free to beat him up. im giving full access permission for this year only.
*i love you dear*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/11/2004 11:52:00 PM
Thursday, June 10
Charter magic,you say? aye.
is there such thing as the Old Kingdom?
where the Dead cross the gushing bloody river from the other world and comes out at night sucking Life?
where mortals live in quaking fear and the word trust doesnt even exists?
and they believe in the five Charter Stones to protect them from evil.
Old Kingdom.
how does it feel to be a neocromancer? to carry the sword with the ancient Charter inscriptions and to be able to cross to the Other side?
"The Clayr saw me, and the Wallmaker made me, the King quenched me, the Abhorsen wields me so that no Dead shall walk in Life.
For this is not their path."
read "Sabriel" by Garth Nix. and go ask these questions yourself.
one thing i believe in though. i believe in only one God.
no questions shall be asked.
p.s. juz finished makin a layout for the "sister who cant shut up for nuts". hahaha. check it out
here
finally she can shut up. but i love her for that. crap crap crap. stop making that screwed up face, you. so ugly. hahahaha. joking la!! aduiii. she just pinched my neck, that brat.
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/10/2004 08:00:00 PM
Wednesday, June 9
doesnt mean you're leaving reality you can go hoity-toity on me now.
stop it.
stop that.
that vanity.
but i forgive you,as much as you have forgiven my other biting flaws.
six more days now.
and you'll be gone.
just for a while,i reassure myself.
doesnt mean you not being there when i need someone will lead me to misery.
i wont fell into that darkness.
and i'll still carry on with my normal life
while missing you.
and remembering our lovely times together.
so im trying not to be scared and i know you're not too.
and that itself,makes me feel more secure than anything else.
"Come what may.. i will love you ..
until my dying day..."
p.s. i miss roswell! thus,the song. its for you too. enjoy~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/09/2004 11:44:00 PM
Sunday, June 6
gettin ngaged.
finally a chance to update.
you dumbdumbs better miss my rantings,haha. joking!
thanks fer all the comments on this new layout, really appreciate it. and to those asking how i did that garang lady and everything else, Illustrator is da tool so get learning now =)
i dont know where to start on.
so many things happened while im away from bloggerworld.
lets see..
3 days ago 3rd june 2004.
CAMP ULAR by Sir Albert,his flirty assistant mr kelvin and his gung-ho year 3 helpers.
sweet seniors revenge. hehex. the poor year 2 campers got drenched from water by us,stuffed bananas under the hot sun,and played exhausting,test-your-patience games. i stayed overnight for this day,the rooms at level six were freaking hot cuz the air-con auto switched off at 10. so most of the campers stayed outside,played games on their own, exchange ghost stories till round 4amplus! crazy monkeys. while i watched Spirited Away and Moulin Rouge on Yanqin's laptop while munching on patato chips.heh. happy life sia as a senior.
2 days ago 4th june 2004
Went home in da morning, had to bathe properly la, the bathing rooms at sports hall sucked. went back in the afternoon,after meetin my dear a lil while. met up wif kinah too during dinner. read her blog for more =) all i can say is,"Babe,you listened to me when i was having those shitty moments and you never failed to cheer me up. so now its my turn to be there for you aight? *huggies* " yepyep. played more games with the campers,by now they've really warmed up and sticking like glue to each other as a team which is phat. we seniors have also singled out those really attitude ones and we gave no mercy to em,lol. at night,wow,the best highlight. Operation Quarantine game. i gave forfeits like running around a tree while singing songs and etc. to really unfortunate campers,hahaha. shiok sey being sadistic.
yesterday 5th june 2004
N-GAGE competition at ngee ann city. the day my dear and other fifa competitors had been waiting for. extremely happening place! no regrets coming down with him at all. they were promoting the new version of the phone called n-gage QD. (see pix below)
the new n-gage QD is every man's wet dream. lol.
me tryin out that gadget.
the stage set-up.
n-gage beanbag for us to sit down. cool yeah?
directions directions. like we need them.haha. but cool concept all the same.
and the handsome gamer who got in the semi-finals,top 8 which is like,WOW. see that number on his hand? thats his identity.lol. im proud of you,dear!
sam made it to the semi-finals round which was very very impressive. i felt a bit bimbotic rooting for him there but i felt a sense of pride for him too. his other frens, clement and wei liang were competiting too and well,guess what? wei liang went all the way to the finals and well.... HE WON! $S2,500 plus two new sets of n-gage QDs belonged to him, much to the envy of other men. but hahaha,he's our friend anyway so we supported him like mad. there were other games too and the three sporting dudes went to try them out. haha. havoc sia. plus this crazy busker who was buffed in a orange construction suit and his fake piece of metal who kept buggin us. center of attraction betul. with a greal deal of laughter involved. weiliang was even given spinning dics with a joker's hat by another busker. sheesh.
and thats about it. my life overview for the past 3 days. had tremendous fun and now im just freaking tired. someone special 21st b'day is coming.. gotta rest my head to think of how to get instant cash. hahahaha. ta~
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/06/2004 03:06:00 PM
Wednesday, June 2
forgive me,im just as confused as you are
*sings Barney is a dinosaur*
went town yesterday with my love's sista,sakeena. she rocks hell yeah. she was really crazy and out-going! she and her cute small blackboard,going around town with a mission of taking 35 random pictures. and well well, she whizzed it of cuz :) beautiful wacky pictures taken!(even some ang moh's bums!hahaha) here's some previews. dont be lazy and check out more at the link below aight? thanks gal,if ya reading this.
there she is :) intended to play around with the "emo" sign. hehz.
pretzel snack. hope bush chokes more on 'em. hee~
haha. she made me do this and i thought of "meow" for my caption. lolx. cool yeah?
:: more pics here ::
bottomline is,i enjoyed myself big time.lets do it again boleh tak? this time bugis pulak. and more peeps. mesti
riuh-rendah!
and on the other hand,how's the new layout eh? spent quite a lot of time on that "step garang" lady over there. it's a lil too bright for me but its a change alright. haha. no dark dark stuff for now. must make myself happy and chirpy. thanks to my dear for his help too. cant wait to support him this sat at the Ngage competition at Great world City. *smile,love and everything's gonna be okay*
that kitty next door falls from the sky again 6/02/2004 05:51:00 PM
